04-17-2013, 05:44 PM
For any reason I want to be. Right now, the reason is to work on pre-existing conditions in relation to sexuality, love, survival and reproduction.
Pre-Existing because regardless of where I may imagine myself to be whisked off to now, I would develop same dispositions and distortions.
Sexuality (Why Do I feel like I'm an individual and care what other individuals do with their sexuality. Why is the reproductive preferences of people as well as the reproductive history of potential partners of such high relevance/importance to me).
Love (What is it? More to the point, where is it and how it maybe attracted, some say Honey, some say Vinegar).
Survival (Why do I have a fear of death even when, as a child, I was told point blank that I am immortal.)
Reproduction (Trying to understand and come to terms with the whole process, in specific how human females give birth, it seems immeasurably painful and pointlessly crude, but since the females are deeply attached to the process even when less painful methods are available (caesarian), it nudges me to be interested in why.)
On the personal level. There are probably a million and one stories I'm seeking to play out and karmically repay and what not but I Consider them far less interesting than the simple things unique to this Earth. I find my ex-gf to be one of the most interesting, beyond that, I find the seemingly schizophrenic split between what we actually use in terms of technology (primitive hand held computers) and what we know we could build/use easily to be one of the most bizzare.
This whole planet seems to exist solely on the assumption that no one anywhere can build any invention better than what is available at stores for 3.99 dollars Emurican.
I find it facinating that the latest estimates for floating cities to be built and officially launched to be around 2050 when we all know that Bill Gates could build 10-30 of those himself.
Stuff like that, back in the day people used to build pyramids basically, just or the heck of it, while they did serve purposes they were, I feel, for the most part just there to be marveled at. These days and in this earth/Timeline/civilization. We all seem to be enamoured with less technology, as opposed to actually using the technology that we have.
We build missiles instead of ray guns, we build conventional hospitals instead of converting government used computer's into idle time disease healing calculators that do more accurate diagnosesis than normal doctors, etc.
All in all, I Find the quaint strangeness of this world to be less strange, and less interesting, than the biological quirks that come up as a result of it.
Who knows, maybe by 2100 we'll beam the baby out of the womb!... Anyway, that kind of thing is what I mean.
Did i clear or add to my own confusion I wonder. I wonder if thats what they call wanderers. We wander/wonder at such strange things on our wanders/wonders.
Pre-Existing because regardless of where I may imagine myself to be whisked off to now, I would develop same dispositions and distortions.
Sexuality (Why Do I feel like I'm an individual and care what other individuals do with their sexuality. Why is the reproductive preferences of people as well as the reproductive history of potential partners of such high relevance/importance to me).
Love (What is it? More to the point, where is it and how it maybe attracted, some say Honey, some say Vinegar).
Survival (Why do I have a fear of death even when, as a child, I was told point blank that I am immortal.)
Reproduction (Trying to understand and come to terms with the whole process, in specific how human females give birth, it seems immeasurably painful and pointlessly crude, but since the females are deeply attached to the process even when less painful methods are available (caesarian), it nudges me to be interested in why.)
On the personal level. There are probably a million and one stories I'm seeking to play out and karmically repay and what not but I Consider them far less interesting than the simple things unique to this Earth. I find my ex-gf to be one of the most interesting, beyond that, I find the seemingly schizophrenic split between what we actually use in terms of technology (primitive hand held computers) and what we know we could build/use easily to be one of the most bizzare.
This whole planet seems to exist solely on the assumption that no one anywhere can build any invention better than what is available at stores for 3.99 dollars Emurican.
I find it facinating that the latest estimates for floating cities to be built and officially launched to be around 2050 when we all know that Bill Gates could build 10-30 of those himself.
Stuff like that, back in the day people used to build pyramids basically, just or the heck of it, while they did serve purposes they were, I feel, for the most part just there to be marveled at. These days and in this earth/Timeline/civilization. We all seem to be enamoured with less technology, as opposed to actually using the technology that we have.
We build missiles instead of ray guns, we build conventional hospitals instead of converting government used computer's into idle time disease healing calculators that do more accurate diagnosesis than normal doctors, etc.
All in all, I Find the quaint strangeness of this world to be less strange, and less interesting, than the biological quirks that come up as a result of it.
Who knows, maybe by 2100 we'll beam the baby out of the womb!... Anyway, that kind of thing is what I mean.
Did i clear or add to my own confusion I wonder. I wonder if thats what they call wanderers. We wander/wonder at such strange things on our wanders/wonders.
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