04-23-2013, 03:44 PM
Kind of in an high anxious period right now as I try to wrap my long-term project. My body is tired from all that adrenaline and cortisol rushing through. So last night I just 'gave up'... just let it go, telling myself that joining with this crazy energy won't push things along. That's when I felt a dramatic shift - such calm and centeredness. Tried to superficially freak out and couldn't do it. Tried to be emotional and it just didn't work. Went straight to bed, then woke up really early and emailed people who are supposed to send important documentation... they responded promptly, surprisingly. Definitely learning some important things about my self right now.