04-24-2013, 02:35 AM
Hi all,
Im just looking for anyones opinion as to whether my dream was actually a visitation?
First I have to tell you the story of my brothers death(I wish I knew a better word to use cause I believe hes very much alive)!!
June 95 my big brother who was 38yro and one of the BEST people Ive ever known and Im NOT just saying this cause he is my brother but because he truly is special, such a kind,giving,evolved soul(knowing what I know now Id say he was probably in the last octave of 4th density), never spoke a harsh word to anyone in his life, I could literally go on forever about the good hes done and how much I love him but thats not what this is about just wanted you to have some background on him, anyways............
He was found floating in the mississippi river, he had been missing for 3 days!! Theres alot of interesting things surrounding his death but again thats not what this threads about so Ill now go onto my dream which occured in 2001 and is as vivid to me today as it was the day I had it, ok so..........
It starts with me and my mom walking into Caesars palace casino in vegas(where we lived,in vegas not in Caesars palace...hahaha....also my bro. had lived there and worked at another casino in the sports book) we walk in and we decide we want to play in different parts of casino and ill find her later!!
As I walk away the first person I see is my brother dressed up as a roman, greeting people as they come in the door, Im in shock and awwww, as I walk up to him I say " MIKE WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE,YOUR SUPPOSE TO BE DEAD,MOM IS GONNA FREAK OUT.... OMG...WHATS GOING ON?" Iam in such disbelief and can barely speak, Im soooo happy yet cant understand why he was there and why if hed been alive did he put our mother through such sorrow???
He just looks at me and says, " IM WORKIN......I HAD SOMETHING TO DO!!" Well now Im just soooo happy hes here I dont even care what or why I just want my mom to see him so I tell him to wait there Im going to go get mom and he says ok ,I find my mom and drag her throu the casino tellin her shes not gonna believe it but that Mikes there and as we approach the area he was at Im frantically looking around for him,I see him walking down a hall and out of the casino and thats where I wake up and Im BAWLING I mean HARDCORE crying, at first I thought I was crying because I missed him so much and I guess it was but more then that is was because I woke up, I just wanted soooo badly to go back to sleep but could not!!!!
So anyone have an opinion?
I always thought of it as a visitation and it was his way of telling us he was ok and Im guessing the reason he disappeared before my mom got to see him was because maybe she wasnt ready to get the message or maybe I was just more ready or could handle it better!!
Would really appreciate anyone elses take on it!
Thank you very much!
Im just looking for anyones opinion as to whether my dream was actually a visitation?
First I have to tell you the story of my brothers death(I wish I knew a better word to use cause I believe hes very much alive)!!
June 95 my big brother who was 38yro and one of the BEST people Ive ever known and Im NOT just saying this cause he is my brother but because he truly is special, such a kind,giving,evolved soul(knowing what I know now Id say he was probably in the last octave of 4th density), never spoke a harsh word to anyone in his life, I could literally go on forever about the good hes done and how much I love him but thats not what this is about just wanted you to have some background on him, anyways............
He was found floating in the mississippi river, he had been missing for 3 days!! Theres alot of interesting things surrounding his death but again thats not what this threads about so Ill now go onto my dream which occured in 2001 and is as vivid to me today as it was the day I had it, ok so..........
It starts with me and my mom walking into Caesars palace casino in vegas(where we lived,in vegas not in Caesars palace...hahaha....also my bro. had lived there and worked at another casino in the sports book) we walk in and we decide we want to play in different parts of casino and ill find her later!!
As I walk away the first person I see is my brother dressed up as a roman, greeting people as they come in the door, Im in shock and awwww, as I walk up to him I say " MIKE WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE,YOUR SUPPOSE TO BE DEAD,MOM IS GONNA FREAK OUT.... OMG...WHATS GOING ON?" Iam in such disbelief and can barely speak, Im soooo happy yet cant understand why he was there and why if hed been alive did he put our mother through such sorrow???
He just looks at me and says, " IM WORKIN......I HAD SOMETHING TO DO!!" Well now Im just soooo happy hes here I dont even care what or why I just want my mom to see him so I tell him to wait there Im going to go get mom and he says ok ,I find my mom and drag her throu the casino tellin her shes not gonna believe it but that Mikes there and as we approach the area he was at Im frantically looking around for him,I see him walking down a hall and out of the casino and thats where I wake up and Im BAWLING I mean HARDCORE crying, at first I thought I was crying because I missed him so much and I guess it was but more then that is was because I woke up, I just wanted soooo badly to go back to sleep but could not!!!!
So anyone have an opinion?
I always thought of it as a visitation and it was his way of telling us he was ok and Im guessing the reason he disappeared before my mom got to see him was because maybe she wasnt ready to get the message or maybe I was just more ready or could handle it better!!
Would really appreciate anyone elses take on it!
Thank you very much!