04-29-2013, 06:58 AM
Someday humans will discover that sex is more then just bringing pleasure but there is also a chemical exchange of information between the two partners. Even if you no longer want to be with the other soul you wonder why you cannot shake them off. You must be selective of your partner that is that you do may not want to take on their garbage. -- Bringers of the Dawn
There are those who will never find a partner for one reason or another & based on their lesson profile. Some simply come here for reasons that require debts to be payed or their mission does not allow for such interactions to be possible. Astrology charts (vedic) through the corruption & used as data rods can describe the personalities of that soul. Ultimately because of the distortions astrology cannot be used as literal due to the many meanings & misunderstandings. Horay is considered the most correct.
In the house of marriage my sun is debilitated, Mercury malefic, Venus conjunct Mars with Uranus conjunct Mars, Venus, & Mercury aspected by Saturn in 5th house Leo do not bod well. The D9 chart has bad placements indicating no marriage or if the person does get married it is most surely going to lead to divorce. People seem to think the planets have a power over you, but truthfully you have power over your own constitution. My actions led me down the path where the girls thought I had rejected them but when one had a communication problem which is a lesson that if I learn could take me to great heights had been a factor.
With the exception of one where she was already taken but there was defiantly a romantic interest I created the situation that I am & must owe to it. Most of the women especially the first & last chance were attractive in every way, yet I did not achieve. The last chance was about four years (3rd density thought, I am aware & only use linear time for reference) ago. Unlike the others I felt a connection of familiarity and even had visions 8 months prior that someone was going to enter my life. I lost out because frankly she got tired of waiting.
Wounds are healed because of the acceptance that what happened was & what maybe in store for me is what I shape it as. Acceptance based on that loss was the trigger event where the awakening & realization that the action did not come to fruition started the awakening process. A hard learned lesson had triggered something great in me, knowing that I was in the abyss. Some cannot have a partner because of the mission that one is on.
I still have my urges, & there is always a possibility but if I am to be alone romantically may there be a task that leads me down the path of something greater then myself.
There are those who will never find a partner for one reason or another & based on their lesson profile. Some simply come here for reasons that require debts to be payed or their mission does not allow for such interactions to be possible. Astrology charts (vedic) through the corruption & used as data rods can describe the personalities of that soul. Ultimately because of the distortions astrology cannot be used as literal due to the many meanings & misunderstandings. Horay is considered the most correct.
In the house of marriage my sun is debilitated, Mercury malefic, Venus conjunct Mars with Uranus conjunct Mars, Venus, & Mercury aspected by Saturn in 5th house Leo do not bod well. The D9 chart has bad placements indicating no marriage or if the person does get married it is most surely going to lead to divorce. People seem to think the planets have a power over you, but truthfully you have power over your own constitution. My actions led me down the path where the girls thought I had rejected them but when one had a communication problem which is a lesson that if I learn could take me to great heights had been a factor.
With the exception of one where she was already taken but there was defiantly a romantic interest I created the situation that I am & must owe to it. Most of the women especially the first & last chance were attractive in every way, yet I did not achieve. The last chance was about four years (3rd density thought, I am aware & only use linear time for reference) ago. Unlike the others I felt a connection of familiarity and even had visions 8 months prior that someone was going to enter my life. I lost out because frankly she got tired of waiting.
Wounds are healed because of the acceptance that what happened was & what maybe in store for me is what I shape it as. Acceptance based on that loss was the trigger event where the awakening & realization that the action did not come to fruition started the awakening process. A hard learned lesson had triggered something great in me, knowing that I was in the abyss. Some cannot have a partner because of the mission that one is on.
I still have my urges, & there is always a possibility but if I am to be alone romantically may there be a task that leads me down the path of something greater then myself.
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