Trapped

[3nT]

I've ponder suicide since my early teens, but all ways knew that it was not the way. Some how I always knew that been in this illusion, been here and now, it's a privilege. It takes perpetual diligence to feel, under-stand, and live in the moment. That regardless of how dark the skies are, the sun is always shining and those clouds will disperse...eventually.

When I catch my self enjoying the moment, I think " and if I had committed that selfish act I would not be having this moment.. " and when I find my self in a difficult situation I thank the creator for the opportunity to learn, my higher self for trusting me with the task, and laugh at my self and give my self a pat in the back for making it this far...34 on this lifetime!

a diamond is form under very intense pressure....