Does anyone else feel crazy-intense energy today

[caycegal]

Well I think I found out why I haven't been sleeping well over the passed few days. My ex has been quite sick and was admitted to the hospital today. It sounded like simple pneumonia but the pulmonologist told her that he's never seen a CT scan like this and wants to do a bronchoscope tomorrow. This is where he takes a scope and goes down into ther lungs to take a look around along with possibly scrubbing some cells off to send to pathology. I drove down to the hospital and read the CT report since I work there part time. It didn't sound as bad as he indicated but she's flipping out.

I'm very confused by all of this. Legally we are still married so I'm entitled to know everything that's happening but we've been separated for over a year and a half now and she's had a boyfriend since the day she kicked me out but I find myself torn. I realized long ago that we are on completely different paths yet there will always be that connection since we were together for 13 years plus we have a daughter. I had to calm her down quite a bit and reinforce the positivity aspect along with asking her permission to send her healing energy.

I let our daughter know that mommy will be ok and if she gets upset to let her know that everything will be ok and to stay positive. Considering she's only 6, I'm not sure how much she actually understands so we will see how this pans out

I'm hopeful that once she gets out of the hospital, this will be her catalyst to improve her life. She's been riddled with depression, anxiety, and drug problems since our daughter was born and was the main reason for our eventual split. I'm hopeful that she realizes that there is more to this life along with finding the joy in every moment along with being less angry all the time.

She put me through a literal hell for for years but the last thing that I would want would be for her to leave this planet and our daughter.

Maybe she would give permission for others on this forum to pray/send healing energy for/to her.