Death

[christine10]

I CANT wait to be (re)born.....and I dont mean that in I wanna kill myself way or that Im out there tempting fate......just that everything Ive always been told all my life about "THE OTHERSIDE or "HEAVEN" has been SO AMAZING theres no words to describe it, so to me its always been kinda strange why EVERYONE isnt THRILLED about it, I seriously get excited when I think about that day and I know this is gonna sound strange but when someone I knows dies I think "LUCKY BASTARD"......is that wrong?

Please Dont misunderstand me,I dont mean any disrespect,of course I feel a sadness, FOR ME or the family thats left behind, cause of the loss of that person but man the things they are gonna see and do and feel, to me that out weighs everything else, and Im excited for them......again, is that wrong?

I understand that Im probably not the "NORM" in my thinking but Iam completely at ease with death and believe me Ive had my share of it,which includes grandparents,father, a big brother whos death was questionable(accidental or murder) at age 38 and a 2yro nephew who fell in our pool and was in a coma till he died at age 11 and oddly it was my bro. who found him and pulled him outta pool,his death was also a drowning, not sure if theres any kinda symbolism or connection with that ,I always thought so!!!

So anyone else feel at all the same....just curious ...am I a bit off or is it a pretty common feeling amongst others,Ive never really had the proper arena for such a discussion!!!

Live long and prosper