05-23-2013, 05:59 AM
Another bump.
My self has been setting up to awaken the Kundalini. I started to feel/see the signs last year but shook it off as something that may be years off.
Fast forward to now. I've rested in the middle ground for a while but I can feel the will churning to break out and have come to a realization that the Kundalini has been trying to rise for quite some time (years and years, in fact) and is gaining ground but slowly and has not, to my current knowledge, broken past the red chakra. Which would also explain some sexual issues I've had and solved (so far).
My body/mind seems to have been getting ready for quite a while and laying the puzzle backwards I can only see that I'm given the opportunity to pick up the pace. Which I have to do.
I don't have many worries. They start and finish with the sadness of misunderstanding from my surrounding. I have left so much behind by now that I welcome the rise.
Some not long ago I, in all seriousness, went about to clean out karmic 'trash' and will continue to do so until I no longer need to. This will on the other hand produce some interesting meetings but will generally be hard to explain to my SO who, while having quite some power from previous lives, stay asleep still.
This combined with the opportunity to go visit some places of power in Mexico (vicinity of Playa del Carmen) a plan was given to myself, or rather a possibility vortex made itself known.
I know the general Maya ruins have mixed relations between STO and STS but structures and geometry carry innate power which I intend to make the most of.
In short I have to harmonize/normalize my chakra flows completely before December to make full use of this journey so I can maximize both potential energy flows and give as much as possible. With the turn of our yearly cycle I will be in the position where my focus can be laid almost exclusively on awakening the kundalini. How this will present itself, I do not know. Most likely I will change job or find alternate mode of living. Usually these things present themselves to me without prior notice so I'm used to surprising change.
Now I find myself in the position where I need as much information/help possible. Load on me as much information you could give; spare me the one-liners of wisdom, if this is not too much to ask.
My self has been setting up to awaken the Kundalini. I started to feel/see the signs last year but shook it off as something that may be years off.
Fast forward to now. I've rested in the middle ground for a while but I can feel the will churning to break out and have come to a realization that the Kundalini has been trying to rise for quite some time (years and years, in fact) and is gaining ground but slowly and has not, to my current knowledge, broken past the red chakra. Which would also explain some sexual issues I've had and solved (so far).
My body/mind seems to have been getting ready for quite a while and laying the puzzle backwards I can only see that I'm given the opportunity to pick up the pace. Which I have to do.
I don't have many worries. They start and finish with the sadness of misunderstanding from my surrounding. I have left so much behind by now that I welcome the rise.
Some not long ago I, in all seriousness, went about to clean out karmic 'trash' and will continue to do so until I no longer need to. This will on the other hand produce some interesting meetings but will generally be hard to explain to my SO who, while having quite some power from previous lives, stay asleep still.
This combined with the opportunity to go visit some places of power in Mexico (vicinity of Playa del Carmen) a plan was given to myself, or rather a possibility vortex made itself known.
I know the general Maya ruins have mixed relations between STO and STS but structures and geometry carry innate power which I intend to make the most of.
In short I have to harmonize/normalize my chakra flows completely before December to make full use of this journey so I can maximize both potential energy flows and give as much as possible. With the turn of our yearly cycle I will be in the position where my focus can be laid almost exclusively on awakening the kundalini. How this will present itself, I do not know. Most likely I will change job or find alternate mode of living. Usually these things present themselves to me without prior notice so I'm used to surprising change.
Now I find myself in the position where I need as much information/help possible. Load on me as much information you could give; spare me the one-liners of wisdom, if this is not too much to ask.