05-26-2013, 01:38 PM
This happened a few nights ago but when I went to sleep there was an image of my window in the downstairs. The scene was gloomy, not one iota of light other then what would be viewed as dimness. As I looked upon the window an entity runs closer that would become easily viewed through the glass.
Suddenly the entity was a in the four feet tall showing the look of an evil clown smiling at me, taking his finger pointing at its eye in motion pointing to me as if it was relaying a message. The clown looked as if it was a an evil Jerry Lewis pointing in motion & laughing with a look of dominant intentions.
Yet all I could do was wonder what the intention of the behavior of the entity was? It became difficult to mass my laughter & my intrigue at this entity trying to show control over me. So as it was I went to the front door & opened it to see nothing but a gray fog with what looked like a small entity in the shape of a gray in the far off distance. I was intrigued, not afraid of it, but as it was only the shape was seen, not the clearness that could be viewed as if the sun had revealed to me what it was.
As I had awakened there were odd things not right. When the vessel went to sleep it was on the side, but my meditative position is often on the back where one risk falling to sleep. Sometimes when one is too focused tension in the head can exist, in this instance there was that slight headache on the annoying side then the painful side. While the soul from within laughed & giggled not afraid it was clear that the vessel had deep shiver on the back.
Needless to say rest was not an option for sometime due to the fact that I may or may not have had my freewill violated in a meditative way.
Suddenly the entity was a in the four feet tall showing the look of an evil clown smiling at me, taking his finger pointing at its eye in motion pointing to me as if it was relaying a message. The clown looked as if it was a an evil Jerry Lewis pointing in motion & laughing with a look of dominant intentions.
Yet all I could do was wonder what the intention of the behavior of the entity was? It became difficult to mass my laughter & my intrigue at this entity trying to show control over me. So as it was I went to the front door & opened it to see nothing but a gray fog with what looked like a small entity in the shape of a gray in the far off distance. I was intrigued, not afraid of it, but as it was only the shape was seen, not the clearness that could be viewed as if the sun had revealed to me what it was.
As I had awakened there were odd things not right. When the vessel went to sleep it was on the side, but my meditative position is often on the back where one risk falling to sleep. Sometimes when one is too focused tension in the head can exist, in this instance there was that slight headache on the annoying side then the painful side. While the soul from within laughed & giggled not afraid it was clear that the vessel had deep shiver on the back.
Needless to say rest was not an option for sometime due to the fact that I may or may not have had my freewill violated in a meditative way.