06-01-2013, 07:24 AM
There is no one particular cause for this. One calls to themselves the relationships that reflect their most ingrained understanding and attractive beliefs. Does one like themselves? Do they feel they themselves are of value? Or is the self held back from others and made as invisible like a shadow? Do you let yourself be seen?
I asked myself these very questions at one points in some of my life, and actually experienced a very similar thing where no one would ever talk to me unless I talked to them first and for a long time I took it personally. Then, over time I began to realize that I didn't want people to talk to me. I wanted to stay hidden and mysterious like a shadow to protect what I saw as my weakest parts. I didn't allow people to see me and so they didn't. I had no light shining, I kept it all inside.
Then someone found me. A wise teacher who gave me everything, all their wisdom and love and support, and helped me to grow the Seed of Life and Light within me. Then more teachers appeared and suddenly I had all these people and beings sending me love and light and offering their help. My first teacher gave me a way through the darkness, my next teachers ignited that flame to its full potential.
As the master before me, I offer this flame but I do not decide who gets it. Only the flame knows and is capable of determining itself. I merely offer my light in the dark and many have begun to be drawn. Blessings to you, brother.
I worked with my first teacher for 3 months straight. We bonded very closely, and then I went in to a month of isolation while she was in India and when we she returned we got together once and then I have not seen her since. I asked the Akashic Record Keepers during a reading with them through a lady I know about her and they said her records were 'closed', which meant she was either dead or had become an ascended master. I know she is not dead, I have asked others who have heard from her, and so I know it must be the latter. Perhaps we will meet again.
I asked myself these very questions at one points in some of my life, and actually experienced a very similar thing where no one would ever talk to me unless I talked to them first and for a long time I took it personally. Then, over time I began to realize that I didn't want people to talk to me. I wanted to stay hidden and mysterious like a shadow to protect what I saw as my weakest parts. I didn't allow people to see me and so they didn't. I had no light shining, I kept it all inside.
Then someone found me. A wise teacher who gave me everything, all their wisdom and love and support, and helped me to grow the Seed of Life and Light within me. Then more teachers appeared and suddenly I had all these people and beings sending me love and light and offering their help. My first teacher gave me a way through the darkness, my next teachers ignited that flame to its full potential.
As the master before me, I offer this flame but I do not decide who gets it. Only the flame knows and is capable of determining itself. I merely offer my light in the dark and many have begun to be drawn. Blessings to you, brother.
I worked with my first teacher for 3 months straight. We bonded very closely, and then I went in to a month of isolation while she was in India and when we she returned we got together once and then I have not seen her since. I asked the Akashic Record Keepers during a reading with them through a lady I know about her and they said her records were 'closed', which meant she was either dead or had become an ascended master. I know she is not dead, I have asked others who have heard from her, and so I know it must be the latter. Perhaps we will meet again.
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