I had a semi-waking dream where I was standing on my balcony and my ex-gf was in soaking wet clothes standing in front of me and she was shivering and in cold/psychosis cold state and I started to calmly and in a soothing voice talk to her about how its only cold in her clothes and at the same time trying to increase the dream world ambient temperature/sunshine level while I took off her top most layer of clothing. Once her arms up to shoulders and leg up to somewhere around knees were free the place had turned from a "shivery cold/psychotic-cold" like atmosphere to one of warmth and she hugged me and I Felt it as a physical sensation (closer than any "Real"(HAHA, imagine that, me being deluded enough to use the word Real here) hug I've had in the past half a year or so.)
I could feel the tingly warmth expanding around my Etheric or Emotional body, I'm not sure which but it did feel like "she" hugging "me" (ofcourse both she/I are illusions in that sense so it was perhaps more of a symbol for me dunno, being hugged by some entity for some reason for something ostensibly positive that I've done.)
*shrugs*
All in all it left me feeling somewhat more positive than usual which took me longer than normal to adjust to this reality thus I'm about 1-2 hours late for my school work but am catching up with no real harm.
Dreams and situations where people really ask for my help or are in a condition where my help could actually be, well, helpful, are becoming rarer and rarer. I am taking this as an indicator that I am getting closer to and getting ready for the point of detachment from this "cycle of sorrow for Brothers and Sisters of Sorrow." due to my base vibration no longer being entirely compatible with the base vibration of people asking for help in this plane.
This whole reincarnation business sure takes its time.
*taps they keyboard and looks out at the sky and hums*
Not today either huh.
Edit: (Actual karmic "loop" for this dream was me playing Mass Effect 3 leviathan DLC with scenes of "ancient creatures deep in the seas of certain worlds" and what not. And from that certain actions that I did in the game to help the other characters in the game resonated to their subjective Logoi which manifested the "thank you" by stimulating a certain memory area to give subjectively meaningful way of thanking. Neither here nor there in terms of relevance but was interesting.)
I could feel the tingly warmth expanding around my Etheric or Emotional body, I'm not sure which but it did feel like "she" hugging "me" (ofcourse both she/I are illusions in that sense so it was perhaps more of a symbol for me dunno, being hugged by some entity for some reason for something ostensibly positive that I've done.)
*shrugs*
All in all it left me feeling somewhat more positive than usual which took me longer than normal to adjust to this reality thus I'm about 1-2 hours late for my school work but am catching up with no real harm.
Dreams and situations where people really ask for my help or are in a condition where my help could actually be, well, helpful, are becoming rarer and rarer. I am taking this as an indicator that I am getting closer to and getting ready for the point of detachment from this "cycle of sorrow for Brothers and Sisters of Sorrow." due to my base vibration no longer being entirely compatible with the base vibration of people asking for help in this plane.
This whole reincarnation business sure takes its time.
*taps they keyboard and looks out at the sky and hums*
Not today either huh.
Edit: (Actual karmic "loop" for this dream was me playing Mass Effect 3 leviathan DLC with scenes of "ancient creatures deep in the seas of certain worlds" and what not. And from that certain actions that I did in the game to help the other characters in the game resonated to their subjective Logoi which manifested the "thank you" by stimulating a certain memory area to give subjectively meaningful way of thanking. Neither here nor there in terms of relevance but was interesting.)