06-12-2013, 03:12 AM
(06-11-2013, 10:34 PM)Adonai One Wrote: Not really a dream but it relates:
I tried going back to sleep the other night and as I closed my eyes I saw this white, monochromatic room in my mind's eye. And in the far end of it there was this large shadowy mass that just stood there with these huge white eyes. It had the creepiest, blankest stare; absolutely horrifying. It's as if it's feeding on everything it looks at but is never satisified.
I see such creatures often in my imagination. I often fantasize finally leaving my body and being able to explore the astral but then seeing some horrific, demonic, malformed creature standing in front of me breathing heavily with the same absorbent, bloodshot eyes just feeding off me and my fear.
It makes me want to wail in agony, these sights. It just wreaks of death and absolute torment not only in me but in these creatures. I can feel their suffering, a suffering so terrible that it scars them beyond what is considered normal life -- reduced to a life that is of a constant seizure mixed with brain death; just tremors of chaotic and conflicting thought.
This has to be part of a fear I need to overcome.
Blessings to you. May we all be guided by our angels/higher selves to turn away from these projections and/or turn them over to the Christ consciousness, as every being in the universe does have its own connection with the One. Therefore, by turning away from them and sending them back to God we are not being selfish, as God loves them also and can care for them better than we can. We serve best by attending to our own immediate concerns the best we can. We give them / send them/ turn them over to God.