The Dream Thread

[Hototo]

Not really a dream but it relates:

I tried going back to sleep the other night and as I closed my eyes I saw this white, monochromatic room in my mind's eye. And in the far end of it there was this large shadowy mass that just stood there with these huge white eyes. It had the creepiest, blankest stare; absolutely horrifying. It's as if it's feeding on everything it looks at but is never satisified.

I have one of these as "guides".

I see such creatures often in my imagination. I often fantasize finally leaving my body and being able to explore the astral but then seeing some horrific, demonic, malformed creature standing in front of me breathing heavily with the same absorbent, bloodshot eyes just feeding off me and my fear.

It feeds off of you and your fear, because to get to "the other side" you must have no to little individuality in the sense that you understand it now, and you can't have fear of anything because you would create what you fear. Ergo. You need a "scary guy" to stand by the door of "the bar".

It makes me want to wail in agony, these sights. It just wreaks of death and absolute torment not only in me but in these creatures. I can feel their suffering, a suffering so terrible that it scars them beyond what is considered normal life -- reduced to a life that is of a constant seizure mixed with brain death; just tremors of chaotic and conflicting thought.

Sounds like any normal human being when observed from a far enough point of view of perfection. (You looking at the random chaotic thoughts of those that seem random and chaotic to you means someone else is observing you being just as random and chaotic. The problem with this is that in a fractal universe, you create what you focus on and if you see them as random and chaotic, anyone of your other selves above you that is looking at you will see you feel randomness and chaotic thoughts when presented with this image. Which may or may not be the actuality of the other self (the shadow itself) but rather, what someone (most likely your own biases lifted to visibility range by sufficient catalyst) projects about the truth of the other person and thus sees them as visibly appalling.)

All that aside, I've seen more than one of these creatures and they have a tendency to feel cold, arrogant, superior, almost never appreciating groups of 3 or more and able to kill you / drain your light / cause you to panic by being in your presence if they direct the energy at you. They are good to work with for short periods of time on limited and agreed upon goals but beyond that. Send them Love/Light and be on your way.

This has to be part of a fear I need to overcome.

I would agree in many parts.

Blessings to you. May we all be guided by our angels/higher selves to turn away from these projections and/or turn them over to the Christ consciousness, as every being in the universe does have its own connection with the One. Therefore, by turning away from them and sending them back to God we are not being selfish, as God loves them also and can care for them better than we can. We serve best by attending to our own immediate concerns the best we can. We give them / send them/ turn them over to God.

The cold guide person I talked about earlier is one of the people with the strongest and straightest connection to the Godhead/Christ consciousness I know of. But an exceedingly strong desire to not believe in the manifested abilities of others that are beyond his understanding. But the principle of Christ Conciousness does not in any way protect you from catalytic actions that you yourself request for the purpose of learning things.

If you wish for CC to protect you from folks like these. Stop asking for folks like these to appear. Just as a sidenote as well. I've been in that monochromatic room with a chair in the middle with a single lamp just swinging above it. Beyond that if you push you'll end up with your spiritual "field of vision" being greater than 180'.

Your mind has a tendency to fill the room with lots of trivia and junk. If you push it all aside for a moment you'll be able to observe "the room" itself without the stuff you put into it and the darkness that forms "behind" the things you put in there.

I digress. I hope you a good time in dealing with these entities. They are somewhat difficult to dislodge but do seem to follow general strong emotional commands without trouble and in my case do not go against your directly stated emotions at any time.