06-30-2013, 12:41 PM
I developed schizophrenic delusional manic/depressive episodes over the course of 2 months. As this was coupled with being completely ungrounded I ended up not having any energy and feeling very incapable of productive work.
Due to this I de-coupled myself from the schizophrenic side of things which also greatly reduced the manic/depressive episodes. Through this process I actually learned to remove myself from ideas that are presented to me (for good or ill). Once I learn to channel I'll probably be 'schizophrenic' again, but I'll know how to test the spirits as it were. I know how to ground myself now and will likely have a much different experience of the process.
Due to this I de-coupled myself from the schizophrenic side of things which also greatly reduced the manic/depressive episodes. Through this process I actually learned to remove myself from ideas that are presented to me (for good or ill). Once I learn to channel I'll probably be 'schizophrenic' again, but I'll know how to test the spirits as it were. I know how to ground myself now and will likely have a much different experience of the process.
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