The Dream Thread

[caycegal]

Well, I've dreamed about two people who looked alot like my parents. I was telling a story and my father kept denying and questioning everything I sad which infuriated me so much that I went bezerk for 5 secondes, before that little voice in the back of my head said it wasn't such a convincing performance. That's the point when anger, or any other emotion for that matter, seems pointless all together. And when I mentioned that I was tired of doing chores all the time my mother said what she always used to say when I complained about something. "but that's the only reason why we had you".
Woke up feeling very 'heavy', but it's interesting to observe these kind of dreams.

Sounds to me as if you were getting a chance to see what voices in your head tend to dominate your "mental recordings" that get played a lot. Awareness is a wonderful, freeing step in the process of letting go.

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Hmm, I just napped and found myself lucid again. The only problem was that my mother saw me and started following me around, talking nonstop, and this really irritated me because I wanted to explore the dream by myself instead of standing there talking to her. It didn't occur to me that I could have turned her into a mouse or just teleported somewhere else. She asked for some money so I created a fifty dollar bill in my pocket and gave it to her.

It's becoming much easier for me to go lucid, but I still have a hard time remembering the things I want to DO while lucid, such as meditating or experimenting with different magical techniques. A lot of times I just end up wandering around like a derp.

Next time you get really lucid come see me in the dream planes and give me some lessons on how you are doing these things! Thanks! I have some partly lucid dreams at times, would love to be exploring it as fully as you are.

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It's been a strange week for me. I had to have an emergency appendectomy early on Saturday morning, and my recovery has been a bit slower than I would have expected, meaning that I've had to endure limited mobility and a lot of post-operative pain. During this period I've been experiencing long, exciting, and extremely vivid dreams that seem to be documenting some turning point in my life. Last night one of my dreams was another one of those epic-movie-length adventures; like the first half of one of the Bourne Papers movies, or 3 Days of the Condor, except without as much violence (but with every bit of the suspense). After that dream ended I immediately awoke with a stronger feeling of connection to everyone and everything, than I've had since early childhood.

Something momentous is happening but I cannot yet categorize it.

Glad you're having some good experiences along with the "catalysts"!