07-13-2013, 01:09 AM
I find the most traumatising aspect is that most of us are doing work to keep food on the table and mortgages paid in very unfullfillng and vitality-sapping jobs. Stuck inside for 5 days, sitting on bums whole day with virtually no movement, bathed in artificial light and air, staring at screens, getting home when it's dark, no energy to engage with family, no sunlight or interaction with nature. Then 2 days to recouperate, usually with major Sundayitis on the second day, before doing it again until we're 65. This is heinous and emotionally painful.
I'm working hard on trying to believe my passions will sustain me financially. I do automatic writing and crystal healing. But it's hard to segue from a secure financial income supporting a single mom and mortgage, to a dream come true career.
When it does arrive, as I believe it will, I'm going to cook a loving breakfast for my family, go the beach every morning, lay in the sun, read, start work at 11am, finish at 4, cook dinner for family (I just love cooking meals for friends and family, and I get alot of enjoyment at the appreciation they have of the food), laze in the bath with a glass of red and a good book, repeat the next couple of days, then 4 day weekend. This would be bliss!
I'm working hard on trying to believe my passions will sustain me financially. I do automatic writing and crystal healing. But it's hard to segue from a secure financial income supporting a single mom and mortgage, to a dream come true career.
When it does arrive, as I believe it will, I'm going to cook a loving breakfast for my family, go the beach every morning, lay in the sun, read, start work at 11am, finish at 4, cook dinner for family (I just love cooking meals for friends and family, and I get alot of enjoyment at the appreciation they have of the food), laze in the bath with a glass of red and a good book, repeat the next couple of days, then 4 day weekend. This would be bliss!