07-20-2013, 02:21 PM
(07-20-2013, 10:17 AM)Guenivere Wrote: I was in the hospital some again last night. I don't remember much at all, but I was presented with a "coffee = lucid" opportunity. I had just poured some at the breakfast table and a conversation had escalated with a male (my father? my husband? I don't even know), and I grabbed the coffee and said something to the lines of, "Little do you know this is my escape! I can wake up!" and I took the cup of coffee and ran out of the house. However, I never snapped into lucidity, I fell into fear of the person chasing me, dire fear, and I had to run to a neighbor's house and beg for asylum. The neighbors even had a dog in the perimeter that I was fearful of, and in waking life I can't recall the last time a dog scared me.
Baby steps I suppose.
Or you aren't quite ready to go lucid yet.
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