I'm Tired

[Unbound]

Tired, so tired. So much always in conflict, so many battles of will and desire. It makes me weary and want to rest. For so long the battles have raged and creation and destruction dance about one another.

He's right, she's right, we're right, they're right, no one is right, everyone is right, the creator is right, the destroyer is right, the void is right, and yet he's wrong, she's wrong, we're wrong, they're wrong, no one is wrong, everyone is wrong, the creator is wrong, the destroyer is wrong, the void is wrong.

This is the battle, over and over between the self and the other that is the self.

This is peace.

He is, she is, we are, they are, no one is, everyone is, the creator is, the destroyer is, the void is and he isn't, she isn't, we aren't, they aren't, no one isn't, everyone isn't, the creator isn't, the destroyer isn't and the void isn't.

There is nothing and everything to be seen and perceived in nothing and everything.

Why do we choose 'this' or 'that'? What is and what isn't? What is 'this'? What is 'that'? What is what? Is is what is.

We tell others about the 'this' and 'that' in our own lives, even though they are not. We ask others about 'this' and 'that' and ask them 'this?' or 'that?'. We ask ourselves, 'this' or 'that' and then we choose.

We choose and then look to see the choices of others. We see 'this' and 'that' and we ask, 'this' or 'that'? We say we are this, and if you are this, then we are one, if you are that, then we are not. We say if you are this, then we are that and we are not one.

We cannot be either this or that, because we are one. We cannot be both, for then there is two. We can only be neither, for none is either this, nor that, but only what is. Emptiness means we are neither this or that, we simply are.

This and that are only so for one seeing the one, the self and the other. The self and the other self are not actually this or that, they are empty, however to the self there is this, and the other is that. To the other there is this, and the self is that. There is no other except as 'that' which is seen to be other than 'this'.

The self that is one and the other is what it is because it is what it is and not what it isn't. Isn't it one? One is and one isn't. One is what one is and what isn't is one too.

One is 'this', and isn't 'that', and 'this' isn't one, but one is 'that'. There is no isn't that isn't what is. There is no one that isn't one. There isn't one that is one that isn't. There is only one, this that isn't is, isn't this that is. One is, and is one.

Why do we battle over 'this' and 'that' when all simply is? I am tired. This is what is, right now. Sleep. Blessings.