03-30-2010, 05:27 PM
Welcome Quade! Our hearts and arms are open to you 
You have come a long way on your search for truths and seem to have reached something that in your mind seems to be a point of no return. Maybe you should not yet make it into one? Perhaps you should? Logic will probably do you no good in finding the answer to this question, you should perhaps follow your heart, your feelings. Would you like to stay "asleep" with the members of your church, following a doctrine that you already question? Some people might. But you are not some people Quade. This is your story and you get to decide where you go from here. Even if you don't physically do anything about it today, even in a month or two, know that you are always on track. Exactly where you should be.
Every time we learn something new about this world, something really exciting, there is a moment of doubt. We question ourselves, is this good? Our left brain wants us to ask ourselves if this really seems like a bright idea. That's when some of us let go of the doubt and have faith in that, in the end, everything will be just fine.
You might want to be radical about how you will proceed from here, tell everyone you know, and you might not. Every action will have a consequence, and it might not always be what you expect. My personal advice is to simply be the change you wish to see in the world. Live as an example of your beliefs instead of preaching them. Love and feel love.
Love and light!
You have come a long way on your search for truths and seem to have reached something that in your mind seems to be a point of no return. Maybe you should not yet make it into one? Perhaps you should? Logic will probably do you no good in finding the answer to this question, you should perhaps follow your heart, your feelings. Would you like to stay "asleep" with the members of your church, following a doctrine that you already question? Some people might. But you are not some people Quade. This is your story and you get to decide where you go from here. Even if you don't physically do anything about it today, even in a month or two, know that you are always on track. Exactly where you should be.
Every time we learn something new about this world, something really exciting, there is a moment of doubt. We question ourselves, is this good? Our left brain wants us to ask ourselves if this really seems like a bright idea. That's when some of us let go of the doubt and have faith in that, in the end, everything will be just fine.
You might want to be radical about how you will proceed from here, tell everyone you know, and you might not. Every action will have a consequence, and it might not always be what you expect. My personal advice is to simply be the change you wish to see in the world. Live as an example of your beliefs instead of preaching them. Love and feel love.
Love and light!