I'm Tired

[Jade]

I think xise hits on a lot of the things I feel - for one I personally view this forum as a relatively safe, aware, and emotionally intelligent place to work on balancing rays in communication with other selves. I think we spend so much time "jacking in" to the collective here that we forget to psychically protect ourselves from the negative energy that can seep in (or out!), and when one's vibrations are high the negative energy is very jarring and draining, especially when I'm sure most people use this forum as a tool to help raise their vibrations - a crutch maybe - but a wonderful learning opportunity. This place is no mistake, we all want to be the best version of ourselves possible, and sometimes we are too hard on ourselves and forget we are playing a game. When things get too heavy I try to remind myself that after the veil we will be laughing about these tiny little kinks that had to be worked out. We came here to work out the kinks. If we wanted to stay in perfect 6D+ mode we wouldn't have incarnated here.

An internet forum is a wonderful thing - it teaches us how to be more aware of the meaning of the words that we use, since that is all we have available to communicate with. Without nonverbal cues or vocal intonations, the posts we type really are true mirrors for other selves to react and respond to. The organization of letters into form is a relatively subjective thing to true emotions and intent. Of course, many of us here are empaths in that we truly can discern the emotional intent most of the time, but then again, whose emotional intent are we discerning...?

The dance never stops, we just learn new steps all the time, and go around and around the floor practicing eternally...