I'm Tired

[BrownEye]

There is a sorrow which dwells so deeply in my heart and it has been crying out to be heard and known and felt.

I am aware of my own underlying sadness of life, but, there is a mechanical motion of perseverence that thrives on faith, which does not allow me to dwell in the recesses. I have no need for the sadness. It does not serve me.

As we exist in the belief construct of consensus reality we understand that anything we have seen others experience is also available for us to experience, if we so choose to believe. If we choose to believe we then choose to seek, which inevitably moves us towards that which is offered to us for growth and understanding.

When we are a child we are asked what we want to be when we grow up. And with childlike vigor nothing stops us from becoming what we would like to be. What happens before we get there is that we take on the understandings and beliefs of others that believe in hardship and so we then believe in this hardship ourselves.

We create our own solid belief in the veil itself.

Where do you want to be in the future? I know where I want to be, and even though others may tell me it is not possible, nothing will stop me from becoming what I desire. In fact, the majority of the population would probably tell you that your future/higher self is impossible.