what is the biggest frustration in your life right now?

[Plenum]

awww. It's hard when there are expectations of you ... and you must disappoint, because the first calling is to be true to oneself, and not be a puppet of a person to fulfill someone else's dreams of you.

as for myself, I feel like I am brimming with energy and potentials, and just keen and eager for opportunities to express it. It's not that there are no current outlets; I get to share my thoughts here in threads and replies on the forum, and I am active in the chatroom too. My personal life is well in order with friends I have heart-to-hearts with, and work is very pleasant, routine, and supportive.

just yesterday I had the opportunity to compose some music which I haven't done in quite some time. It was nice using those skills once again.

but there is such a great joy in being with the self, and also interacting with others ... it is a fullness of Being.

it just seems that I can pour this Energy out in greater and newer ways ... almost like a pianist learning a larger repertoire. And really, it is quite a giddy feeling!

so yes, just keeping my pulse on newer responsibilities and callings for my service :d