The mystery that perplexes me the most...

[anagogy]

So Ra does not experience agony or pain, since they are in the unity density? They do have desires, which are to still their distortions to move closer to Creator. So it appears that in early 6D there is still separation. It makes me wonder how Creator experiences when a person is tortured. Is Creator fully aware of this, but it does not cause it suffering because it's in Unity? I live my life to experience the minimal amount of pain and suffering that I can. I think we all want to move away from what causes pain, and toward what brings joy.

The creator is aware of everything, in my opinion, but it doesn't experience pain as aversive. It's just another sensation. And yes, there is still separation in 6D. Ra experiences contrast still, though, in my opinion it wouldn't even register on our 3rd density scales if we were to feel it. They are the brother and sisters of sorrow though, and they are aware of what we experience and how it affects us. Even though its called the density of unity, it is only the unity of polarities, not absolute unity.

Lately, I've had some emotional/mental pain. This wasn't based on desire, but it was caused through a separation between me and other selves.

But why would separation from other selves cause you pain, unless you desired it to be otherwise? And then the next logical question would be: why do you desire unification with other selves? Completion perhaps?