What if we're wrong?

[Hototo]

19.18 Questioner: I assume that an entity on either path can decide to choose paths at any time and possibly retrace steps, the path-changing being more difficult the farther along is gone. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This is incorrect. The further an entity has, what you would call, polarized, the more easily this entity may change polarity, for the more power and awareness the entity will have.

Those truly helpless are those who have not consciously chosen but who repeat patterns without knowledge of the repetition or the meaning of the pattern.

I spent half my life right in the middle - neither service-to-self nor service-to-others. I did not share what I had nor I took what was not mine. I thought this was the best way. Right in the middle.

I spend my life right in the middle, but perhaps in a different way. I try to serve everything, both myself, and not myself, so my idea of the middle maybe a bit different.

I have seen people who were ruthless, greedy, hoarding wealth and would not spend a cent on the poor around them. However, after a life-threatening experience (heart attack, near-death experience), these people turned around and became generous and helped society.

I have also seen people who were generous, righteous, and spoke up for others. However, after a life-threatening experience (jailed for defamation, obstruction of "justice"), these people lost everything they possessed and became recluse, vengeful, and totally service-to-self.

So Ra is correct: the more polarized you are, the more easily it is to turn polarity.

Was I wrong? Yes, I was. I took the center path that led to repeated patterns of unhappiness, misery and an unfulfilled life.

Me too, many times, many MANY many times. But eventually I get further into the self without running head first into a plank of unhappiness or stubbing my toe on the rock of misery. I return less and less... Though right now seems to be a period of returns.

So, which path to choose, the positive polarity path or the negative polarity path?

Ten years ago, I chose the positive polarity path but it has been tough going.

Maybe, one day, I may find that I am wrong too for choosing the positive polarity path. From what I can see nowadays, people on the negative polarity path seem to have all the fun.

I've tried to as best I am able to search for and apply the path of service to all. Though it has been said to not exists and to be impossible to reach.