(10-15-2013, 01:40 AM)Aloysius Wrote: I'll break a bring4th fast for this
I know I said I'd support you in a recent PM Adonai but really this is a bad idea. Perhaps notice how some of the people who are warning strongly against this are people that have attempted this before.
Indeed.
Quote:What is the motivation for this?
Essentially, you're asking him a question he can't know the answer to, since he is looking for motivation. This assumption colors the rest of your answer.
Quote:I'm going to be pretty blunt here.
Adonai, you overestimate your rationality and underestimate your suggestibility all the time. It's become concerning to me given your recent behaviour.
Let's be honest, you're not that proficient at magic, you haven't been doing it for a long time and you draw a lot of attention to yourself when you do. I'm not kidding around, I came back to these forums because I became aware of what you were doing with the solo channeling (through a 'disturbance in the force' lol). Keep in mind I'm a 3rd density being, there's no telling what kind of attention you're getting from the higher densities. You're not going to become a god through magic, I think you should dwell on that seriously.
My honest advice man is that you get more involved in the physical world, that's where you live, it seems like you're obsessing over the Ra material and the metaphysical. Go out and meet people, do some gardening, learn an instrument or something, let things settle down in your mind and re-evaluate yourself.
Edit: Do what you want though, just be careful.
Mountains do not belong only to the established masters.
Before you start, play through STALKER or at least play long enough for you to get the concept and watch the endings as well. It is "the guide" to feeling through negatives.