10-20-2013, 12:59 PM
(10-20-2013, 11:21 AM)Aloysius Wrote: The thing is, with this thread I was actually terrified. I was in real danger here and people seemed quite happy to tell me I was validating myself and how I was imbalanced. Yes I was imbalanced but I was a goddamn kid, I still am.... My mind was under so much stress it was starting to break.
I was pleading for help here... I believed that "the enlightened ones at bring4th" (that's how I saw you all, honestly) could help, I guess that was the real delusion.
I've learned a lot from this forum and I've grown a lot since I've been here, but on re-reading this...I realise I've grown into something I wish I wasn't.
Thats a good point to start from.