04-21-2010, 02:50 PM
I'm not sure if it's my own consciousness expanding or the alleged veil thinning, but according to my own experience as of late, I would say that the veil is definitely thinning. The way I would put it is: there is now an increased and rapidly expanding ability for spiritual knowing or consciousness to pour into this density from beyond. The energy that's streaming in seems to be becoming more intense as we get closer to 2012.
Lately, I have rapidly been becoming much more aware of what "I AM" outside of this density. My strongest thoughts originally lay within the bounds of the illusion, which by the way is NOT the veil. The illusion is our negative co-dependence that we've created. The illusion is the specific way that our society functions which urges one to play a role within it instead of being a natural human being. The veil is the forgetting of our infinite beingness when we're born and is independent of our illusion. The strongest thoughts now within my stream of consciousness are firmly flowing from me, the real me. They come from outside the part of our mind entangled in its illusion.
With this increased consciousness, I feel as if more Life has come into all of what I am and embraced and wrapped up my very small human personality in a great field of love energy. I'm having a lot of difficulty putting this into words. haha It's like, I have realized that I am human, but there is a huge part of me that is definitely not human. But it's not like I feel like an alien or anything ridiculous like that. I am just me. I am big me, plus little me. Little me is the human personality contained within all of this great field of Life that I am.
The day before yesterday, I went to pick up a package from the UPS transit hub, but got lost along the way. I ended up driving quite a few extra miles and missing the time window to pick up my package. This is because I ran into construction zones along the way back the diverted me way off course. Eventually, I hit a dead end and had to turn around. But the entire experience was magical because I made it so. While trying to find a way home, I simply decided it was time to ask my higher self for its presence, something that I had never done. I just mentally, without even words, asked the most of the light/love that I had awareness of in any way throughout the universe to flood into my 3rd density understanding at this time.
I didn't ask with words. I just made it so because I willed it to be so with all my heart. The request was based in an innocent curiosity to discover myself. Instantly, I felt the most powerful surge of joy and love I had EVER felt and have ever felt. For the remaining 40 or so minutes of the drive, my entire body tingled with the higher vibrations. This part is going to sound crazy, but for the rest of the ride, everything I saw and experienced, the I AM experienced as well. The way I can most clearly describe it is to say that the I AM was with me. It/me was viewing through my eyes, feeling the wind and sunshine like I was. The I AM saw other people and our curious constructions (buildings, cities, places to eat, play, and work) and was fascinated and delighted by them. I understood on all levels that everything was love. Of course, "I" was still there the whole time. Little me saw all these things too and processed them in the way my little mind does.
I know now that what I did was ask my higher self to be present, and I showed myself to myself. It was an amazing experience. I think my higher self was showing me/us that the veil is indeed thinning and experiences like this are more possible now. The increased understanding slowly faded, and stopped when I drew near to home.
Lately, I have rapidly been becoming much more aware of what "I AM" outside of this density. My strongest thoughts originally lay within the bounds of the illusion, which by the way is NOT the veil. The illusion is our negative co-dependence that we've created. The illusion is the specific way that our society functions which urges one to play a role within it instead of being a natural human being. The veil is the forgetting of our infinite beingness when we're born and is independent of our illusion. The strongest thoughts now within my stream of consciousness are firmly flowing from me, the real me. They come from outside the part of our mind entangled in its illusion.
With this increased consciousness, I feel as if more Life has come into all of what I am and embraced and wrapped up my very small human personality in a great field of love energy. I'm having a lot of difficulty putting this into words. haha It's like, I have realized that I am human, but there is a huge part of me that is definitely not human. But it's not like I feel like an alien or anything ridiculous like that. I am just me. I am big me, plus little me. Little me is the human personality contained within all of this great field of Life that I am.
The day before yesterday, I went to pick up a package from the UPS transit hub, but got lost along the way. I ended up driving quite a few extra miles and missing the time window to pick up my package. This is because I ran into construction zones along the way back the diverted me way off course. Eventually, I hit a dead end and had to turn around. But the entire experience was magical because I made it so. While trying to find a way home, I simply decided it was time to ask my higher self for its presence, something that I had never done. I just mentally, without even words, asked the most of the light/love that I had awareness of in any way throughout the universe to flood into my 3rd density understanding at this time.
I didn't ask with words. I just made it so because I willed it to be so with all my heart. The request was based in an innocent curiosity to discover myself. Instantly, I felt the most powerful surge of joy and love I had EVER felt and have ever felt. For the remaining 40 or so minutes of the drive, my entire body tingled with the higher vibrations. This part is going to sound crazy, but for the rest of the ride, everything I saw and experienced, the I AM experienced as well. The way I can most clearly describe it is to say that the I AM was with me. It/me was viewing through my eyes, feeling the wind and sunshine like I was. The I AM saw other people and our curious constructions (buildings, cities, places to eat, play, and work) and was fascinated and delighted by them. I understood on all levels that everything was love. Of course, "I" was still there the whole time. Little me saw all these things too and processed them in the way my little mind does.
I know now that what I did was ask my higher self to be present, and I showed myself to myself. It was an amazing experience. I think my higher self was showing me/us that the veil is indeed thinning and experiences like this are more possible now. The increased understanding slowly faded, and stopped when I drew near to home.