"The blue ray seats the learnings ..."

[Marc]

Without honesty how can anyone grow within themselves?

My father was closet homosexual and lied to himself so much that he split his person into two separate beings. At then end of his life after contracting HIV he then contracted cancer in his lymph nodes and it was the end of his incarnation. The lymph nodes are located around two energy center: the main section is near the blue ray and the other is near red ray. It shows a amazing analog from the energetic standpoint.

The lesson I gained from his incarnation: even if I have a great loving heart for others, if I'm not honest with myself and others, than it can lead to devastating experiences.