Yeah that's tough indeed.
The suicidality part… in most cases it's a 'cry for help', meaning people say they will commit suicide bc they need to express their internal pains in a way where the other self will give comfort to them. See how distressed I am, I need you desperately, etc. Sometimes it's a way to express one's need for reassurance that we love them and care for them bc they are unsure where they stand with the other. People try to reach out to others in ways that seem pretty radical. Like talking a lot, nagging, saying 'i'm going to die', initiating fights… these could be an attempt at reaching-out and trying to find reassurance that some bond exists between self and other self. Just ineffective way to communicate or ask for reassurance.
If she has history of attempting suicide and/or have a plan & the tools to commit suicide, those are evidence that she is getting ready to go.
If blue ray's stuck I think one way to go is possibly working on lower ray blockages (bc I'm assuming there's a connection between blue ray blockage and blockages in the rays 'below' it?). At least thru that process we might gain some insight on why blue is blocked and possibly how we can go about working with communication issues.
Btw astrologically, if you want to know about the mother-child relationship, you look at moon signs in either charts. Sun is more indicative of you, your 'hero' (who you kind of aspire to be).
The suicidality part… in most cases it's a 'cry for help', meaning people say they will commit suicide bc they need to express their internal pains in a way where the other self will give comfort to them. See how distressed I am, I need you desperately, etc. Sometimes it's a way to express one's need for reassurance that we love them and care for them bc they are unsure where they stand with the other. People try to reach out to others in ways that seem pretty radical. Like talking a lot, nagging, saying 'i'm going to die', initiating fights… these could be an attempt at reaching-out and trying to find reassurance that some bond exists between self and other self. Just ineffective way to communicate or ask for reassurance.
If she has history of attempting suicide and/or have a plan & the tools to commit suicide, those are evidence that she is getting ready to go.
If blue ray's stuck I think one way to go is possibly working on lower ray blockages (bc I'm assuming there's a connection between blue ray blockage and blockages in the rays 'below' it?). At least thru that process we might gain some insight on why blue is blocked and possibly how we can go about working with communication issues.
Btw astrologically, if you want to know about the mother-child relationship, you look at moon signs in either charts. Sun is more indicative of you, your 'hero' (who you kind of aspire to be).
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