A call for help.

[xise]

I have analyzed all of my chakras. All of them except my orange chakra are at near positive totality. My orange chakra is only at 1/3 capacity or under in regards to radiation. The causes of this are simply a semi-concious desire to overcome and control emotions and desires at an early age. This leads to a huge bottleneck going into yellow-ray.

I just want to share my experience which may or may not be applicable to you.

I find that the energy flowing through one's chakra's are not a mechanical, fixed quantity (perhaps as we approach infinite crystallization the energy flowing remains constant). In any given moment, my chakras are always in a constant state of flux. Less flux since I am becoming more and more crystalized, but in a state of flux regardless. Thus as a random example, my chakras are in a significantly different state temporarily when I do something horribly embarrassing in front of my friends, than when I am peacefully meditating at home. Neither situation is a "truer" representation of the state of my chakras. They are both important for balance.

To put forward another analogy, some people are great at playing an instrument when not under pressure. When under the pressure of playing in public, can do very poor due to the stress and pressure. Neither situation separately gives an accurate ability of the person's ability to play a musical instrument - it is both those situations taken together that is important in determining musical ability in my opinion.

Thus, I think I'm very cautious about general statements about my chakras. Most of the time I'm fine, but I still find the temporary fluctuations in my chakras are often related to the issues I have in the moment. I only know this because I can literally feel the energy second to second change when situations and thoughts arise. Perhaps my situation can be applied to others. Perhaps not. But in my personal experience, it is very important to see what chakra issues arise when you are under stress, and not in the best conditions, in order to decide what issues can be better balanced and addressed. Bottom line, if my experience is applicable to you, you need to pay special attention to the state of your chakras when under attack, or when you are otherwise suffering intense catalyst, and use that as the guidepost in balancing.

Much love Manny; you're clearly engaging at all levels with your catalyst. I'm sure you'll eventually find the answer you are looking for.