Unworthiness and acceptance of self.

[AnthroHeart]

I would have thought that if I achieved Nirvana, I would want to transition. But I can feel selfish sometimes. But really if I had that extraordinary experience I would want to share with others. I know that one must face their inner darkness in order to reach Nirvana, and in the past I've been afraid to face that side of myself. But perhaps reaching Nirvana isn't one of my main goals. Though it would be nice.