The Impulse to be 'perfect'

[AnthroHeart]

I am sensitive to when I make mistakes, so I guess I have the impulse to be perfect. Although I am somewhat defiant to another in my life at times. She gets onto me for sleeping too much, something I enjoy doing. She says it's better to watch tv then to sleep because at least I'm doing something.

Tanner, maybe I'm not up to par on it, but I don't see the infinite nature of reality shining through. Infinity is foreign to me. I feel so separate that sometimes I cry.