The Impulse to be 'perfect'

[xise]

I don't really have problems with feeling worthy. But I also don't have a lot of willpower. So my orange ray seems alright, but yellow ray could use some work. That's if willpower is yellow ray issue.

Language is imprecise, but orange is more than worthiness. It's about loving who you are, right here, right now, in the incarnation, with all of your distortions, warts and all. And not just conceptually loving yourself. It's about vibrating that self-love. Thinking about who you are, and feeling warm and fuzzy instead.

Most of us here have great greens (no pun intended for those 420ers, though I seldom smoke anymore). You know you can feel love for another self and you get that warm and fuzzy feeling, probably around your heart? Well, you know you love yourself when you think about your incarnate self and feel warm and fuzzy in your gut. That's the best comparison I can come up with thus far for those who are energy sensitive.

It's a work in progress for me. It's definitely brutal work, but wonderful at the same time.

There are so many orange ray imbalances for us wanderers that it makes me want to look into whether there is something else going on. I'll have to think about it some more.