Newcomer to Law of One

[mjlabadia]

Greetings, forgive me if I've chosen the wrong place to post this. I'm new, and trying to get grounded in all of this. I discovered these channelings quite by accident this fall. The writings awakened feelings I'd always felt regarding what "life" is, but never quite came to my "consciousness". My fear is the ease with which someone seeking these kinds of answers can be mislead. I mean to cast no aspersions. It is MY distortions, and doubts about MY judgement that are the concern. I fear I may be attaching too much importance to coincidental events, reading too much into what may be merely the mundane events of life and nature.
However, there seems to be so much in these "teachings", that resonate with me,......something just feels right about this.
I guess what I am doing here is asking the community if they went through an initial "pink cloud of joy" feeling, in the first few months of discovering these teachings. Then followed by an analyzing concern, with doubts arising, and fears of being on a false path to enlightenment? I'm sorry, I'm not able to verbalize this effectively.
I am searching, I know this community is also. I guess I'm reaching out for reassurance that I have taken the first steps on the correct path.