Love becomes Loneliness

[MDL5]

In the recent past I had such love for everyone that it was like a sun within me, shining out to everyone.

But tonight it feels like a loneliness that I don't have others around me. I do have my mom, but no friends that I can frequently hang out with. And this loneliness makes me a little scared to go to sleep at night. Something about going into a dark room alone. I feel like a wolf pup, alone, somewhat lost. I still feel love, but it's not as strong as it was before. Is this normal?

it is normal but the sun that u felt in your heart with the love to every one that was the higher state of being that only the most righteous can acheive and u were dong it, and im here im ur friend ill hang out with u! but it isnot about hanging out it matters about that state of being of love my mom is homeless so i had to move out and i tell her over and over to not be sad and that we dont have to be together in person to be happy she needs to just kno that i loe her and thats what truly matters.