The Dream Thread

[Plenum]

so I had this pretty neat dream last night where I drove out of a parking lot in a car (I don't even have a license in real life tho lol!).

I make a right, and drive down a hill, and at the bottom is a roundabout.

the next thing I know, I'm on this bike, and riding up the aforementioned hill.

it's tough going, and I'm making my way up the hill, turn by laborious turn on the pedals. It's slow, and at times, I feel as though I'm not going to be able to crank out another turn, and yet there seems to be this inner reserve that's almost inexhaustable; I don't know where the 'energy' is coming from.

eventually I do make it to the top of the hill, although I find it amazing that it was possible to do so. My legs don't ache or anything, but they managed to do the 'work' to get me back all the way up the hill.

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the symbology seemed a little too obvious for this one, but it was poetic (and so fitting!) nonetheless.

the car = higher density vehicle
the bike = lower density vehicle (ie yellow ray physical body).

I mentioned in another thread how I came to an understanding/acceptance of my body/physical vehicle the other day, and that 'acceptance' seems to have opened up the doorway for further work in that area.

so in the dream, I'm pedalling my bike quite laboriously (the yellow ray physical vehicle that is less subject to 'shaping' by thoughts) up the hill, and even though I don't think I can continue the 'work', I somehow manage to keep going.

the takeaway? I can fully 'participate' in my body (yellow ray vehicle) and not be concerned about its perceived 'limitations'; there is a certain 'will' or energy that can act through the vehicle ('the bike') that will get me where I need to go.

it took quite some doing, but getting to the top of the hill (the 7th subdensity of 3d), is entirely possible