Fear and Avoidance? /phobias

[isis]

some1 once told me u can think so hard that u can kill yourself & that it's actually a common thing for buddhas to do. & that they can stop their heart with their minds. any1 kno are these things true? don't make me google

i have a fear of ending...of no longer experiencing anything...of there being no life after this life ever again.

i would (probably) choose a sucky existence over being turned off (like data from tng) any day. i love experiencing things...i love being as a being.

i can't understand arachnophobia...but w/e is the fear of flying cockroaches...that i can understand...