(02-13-2014, 09:34 AM)βαθμιαίος Wrote: Ra said "the catalyst is intense upon your plane" and I think that's especially true where money issues are concerned. Survival needs get mixed up with personal identity and social role and it's just really hard, sometimes, to stay open in green and blue rays.
I wish you the best of luck! If it were me, I might try meditating on love for the troublesome manager. Sometimes I've been able to achieve a great rush of healing energy for difficult people and situations that ended up transforming the situations and my role in them. It's not easy and it doesn't always work, but sometimes it does!
It just seems, to me anyway, that if I've done this course before that I should be doing better at it this time around. And perhaps, in perspective I am in many other ways. LOL Still, it stings sometimes. I'll try the L/L to all parties concerned. Thanks.
(02-13-2014, 09:34 AM)βαθμιαίος Wrote: Ra said "the catalyst is intense upon your plane" and I think that's especially true where money issues are concerned. Survival needs get mixed up with personal identity and social role and it's just really hard, sometimes, to stay open in green and blue rays.
I wish you the best of luck! If it were me, I might try meditating on love for the troublesome manager. Sometimes I've been able to achieve a great rush of healing energy for difficult people and situations that ended up transforming the situations and my role in them. It's not easy and it doesn't always work, but sometimes it does!
It just seems, to me anyway, that if I've done this course before that I should be doing better at it this time around. And perhaps, in perspective I am in many other ways. LOL Still, it stings sometimes. I'll try the L/L to all parties concerned. Thanks.
So, with you're help I guess I'm getting to the answer. I am resisting the way things operate on the 3D plane and that resistance causes pain. So, I guess in addition to sending love, I should also work with acceptance and understanding. Ask "how" and not "why". I can't isolate from everything and still pay the bills. I'm very grateful I have a job and I'm even more grateful that I found everyone here struggling wtih the same things. :-)