So, after all that, and after finally nailing the theory down correctly, I decided to stick to not doing that meditation.
Obviously my earlier contention that the negative force can use love energy to it's own advantage is very unlikely. Since if they could use love, the negative polarity they have such a need for fear.
It was a result of what I felt was guidance when I sat down. After focusing on a certain locale that has always been very difficult, whereas most others there is no drama. First there were kind of threats and demon names, then when I prayed for protection I felt I was told that it wasn't the right thing to do (those are not quite the right words, but that general gist). The entity I prayed to for protection was The holy ghost, or Jesus.
It is strange I have been so resistant to this lesson, since it is written right there in the quotes. There have been other things pointing in this direction.
I'm sure if it was best for me, it is within the power of my higher self etc. to manoeuvre me into position where I would be doing things in the real world from the perspective of the direct freedom fight.
Obviously my earlier contention that the negative force can use love energy to it's own advantage is very unlikely. Since if they could use love, the negative polarity they have such a need for fear.
It was a result of what I felt was guidance when I sat down. After focusing on a certain locale that has always been very difficult, whereas most others there is no drama. First there were kind of threats and demon names, then when I prayed for protection I felt I was told that it wasn't the right thing to do (those are not quite the right words, but that general gist). The entity I prayed to for protection was The holy ghost, or Jesus.
It is strange I have been so resistant to this lesson, since it is written right there in the quotes. There have been other things pointing in this direction.
I'm sure if it was best for me, it is within the power of my higher self etc. to manoeuvre me into position where I would be doing things in the real world from the perspective of the direct freedom fight.