having that feeling you will repeat 3rd density...

[coldwired]

Yes, I am getting the feeling more and more that I may have to repeat 3rd density.

In other threads, I mentioned that I tried to be as service-to-others as I can be, to help as many people as possible, to teach the Law of One to as many people as who will hear me.

I identify with your honest admittance Wai, as in years past I think I would have got swept up in the euphoria as you described and possibly alienated people. In fact thinking about that now I did aggravate a friend and he threw one of my books across the room :)

Now I try to see opportunities to bring the material into conversation only when the topic is brought up. Even then I try to do it subtly in a way that doesn't preach or affect free will.

Carrie - As to where in development I am I'm not sure.. I've made some pretty awful decisions in the past but they are definitely ones filled with heavy, long-lasting catalyst. I think that it is a case of what will be will be. Personal pride makes me feel like a disappointment if I am to repeat 3rd but equally I'm kinda ok with that! Of all the things I've read over the least 20 years the Ra material books have left a strong impression and I would agree with Eric above that the mere fact that you are here talking about it speaks volumes about your development :)
Dan