02-28-2009, 07:58 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-28-2009, 08:06 AM by AwakenedOneness.)
Greetings to you All as One and One as All. One is. Fascinating thread full of purpose! “I” so enjoyed All’s postings. “I” make some offers here to the Oneness expressing as “Many” even though unsolicited…One so loves and enjoys company and diversity...thusly did it go forth into “Manyness”. Besides, this is very fun and funny indeed. This One comes for STA (Service to All) through the vibrational frequencies of Love, Joy, Laughter, and Merriment whilst doing it’s best to hold the LOO. “I” would write Service To One, but that acronym in LOO is already used. STA is a distinction I make (to include service to myself) because Ra’s terms have a lack of fullness about the STO/STS “orientations”. You might call me STO though 
I would likely say something much like Jeremy did and retort: “Those are limiting labels, I am not limited by labels, words or intellectual concepts…Creator is not limited unless he chooses to be”, or as ayadew put it so well (bless you…your posts are divine): “The ultimate intention of STO action is STS because you are the Creator and you do it for yourself only, for you are all that is.” I would translate my awareness into words rather poorly as: “It’s all service to Creator no matter where it’s directed (STS/STO), the key is WHAT is being directed…”positive” love/light intending unity, or “negative” fear/dark intending continued separation…and as GLB said something about knowing your polarity/self/purpose and being true to it. I admit I’m no expert on the LOO/Ra materials, so please pardon any specific confusion or ignorance in regards to it. I do use the gateway frequently and more than that I shouldn’t say unless I want more lessons on humility
I offer that Awareness is key. Many One are aware enough to realize the limitations of language and intellect. While quite well suited for communication about 3rd D reality, they are quite cumbersome to use for “explaining/discussing” higher dimensional realities and worlds. The language is inherently dualistic and polarized, but awareness of Unity cannot be. Thusly, One can have direct experience of higher dimensions/densities and gain awareness even beyond polarization into Unity itself, and have incredible difficulty “translating” it even unto their own intellect, much less anyone else’s. You can share your “thoughts” and “concepts” in words in forum, but can you share your awareness? Can awareness of Unity be transferred? How could it? When One is One, there is no “other” to transfer or share the awareness of it with. Upon return to “Our Individuated Self” as One in form of Manyness, we can serve to give hints, guidance, suggestions, keys and pointers in STO, but each must journey forth for themselves in perfect purpose to awareness itself as One. Limitations aside, the endeavors of language, concept, and mind are with perfect purpose and are catalyst/distraction, but we can also know they are no substitute for, and can never be, in themselves experience or awareness. This is similar as a general concept to what I think/assume/perceive Jeremy was getting at several times about labels and concepts and going beyond them, or rather not having them restrict/limit One.
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Pardon me for saying this so bluntly, but honestly I’m also posting to “write to myself” and to understand a bit about if there is value in these sorts of mental masturbations with “others” about that which is more properly the domain of journeying through the gateway utilizing awareness to go way beyond where “mental” and words can go. When One accesses the gateway to infinity and goes to higher levels of awareness in the 6th D and 7th D there is no need or utility (or ability) to contain that awareness gain in the mental body or words…except as it may somehow be of help in serving/supporting others. I currently believe the translated descriptions and concepts of awareness are pure folly, and I can be of more service to others by giving tips, guidance, encouragement, faith, hope, trust, etc. Part of my divine mission and service is to help “more fully” awaken wanderers, help them prepare for the gateway by achieving the pre-requisite of Self Mastery, and support them in accessing the gateway if they haven’t…not tell them what it’s like on the other side. In short, you ain’t never gonna “figure it out” in your “brain”, you just gotta go there yourself and get it in awareness! So, off I go into what I perceive to be folly…let’s see what happens…it’s playtime! Let the Creator play with himself…no wait, I didn’t mean it that way
Let me begin by responding to Chaotikmind as it was/is his thread. But, I’ll weave in thoughts that will encompass replies to other poster’s responses as I go. Chaotikmind I wholeheartedly agree with what I think I perceive your statement about the bias about STS to be. From lurking here a while I’ve read/seen some for sure, but I see it all over the spiritual movement and in very wonderful spiritual friends. Question: Is it just bias, or perhaps, for some, even judgment? Even if it’s judgment, it’s a wonderful thing they are doing to themselves to increase their separation, widen their polarity within themselves, and provide the space for more growth where still needed. I trust All in their perfect and divine process and purpose. I know and see Divine Right Order everywhere I look. The Logo’s system is divine and marvelous in how it functions towards Unity…regardless. It constantly amazes me.
The good/evil judgment of polarization is actually a very advanced one to overcome…few have gotten beyond it...few have the courage to be in the presence of the one who would bar their way. Jeremy had it right when he said that people project it out so they don’t have to see/deal with it within. But, it can be transcended. I have done it. It is not impossible. This is a message of hope, news, and perhaps inspiration I wish to give All here. I read many thoughts in this thread that made me want to reply simply, “Argue for your limitations and they shall be yours.” I do not mean this in a “judgmental” or chastising way, I just mean to help you be aware of what you are choosing to do (assuming you weren’t). Your soul is an unlimited Co-creator hologram of the Creator and you are thusly without limitations-besides those you self-impose as you choose on purpose. When you are done having your limitations serve you…you will let them go and fly beyond them.
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I’m glad someone posted back to Chaotikmind kind and encouraging thoughts about his path. That he may in fact be service to others in ways difficult to see, or really an STO entity choosing a path that just doesn’t “appear” that way given some confusion all around. Or perhaps a shift in path will occur in Perfect Order? When you are an adept and shine brightly, you can radiate and serve the earth, animals, entities and more without leaving your house. You can serve others in your sleep. I did it last night for countless humans…tiring but rewarding. You can radiate love and light that does so much for the graduation/harvest. STS is often confused with deeds of kindness or more societal norms of service than need be. There are infinite ways to serve others…many of which are difficult to perceive or see directly.
More specifically Chaotikmind: I would say it’s a matter of the direction/vector of energy/intent/attention on the one hand, and a matter of implementation or quality/color of it on the other. I recall LOO states that STS orientation is service, and is love of/to self, and is serving the Creator. How then could this be judged to be “bad” or “evil”? It cannot while holding the LOO and being free of all confusion. Therefore, if someone thinks STS as an orientation in and of itself is bad/evil or has pre-determined associations and generalizations about that, then it is WITHIN THEM and being projected outward. More simply put: they are just confused. Certainly there can be actions, behaviors, choices that would appear “evil/bad” that an entity on STS path can make, but it has to do with those specifics and the individual themselves, not the orientation or path itself. All of the same “evil/bad” behaviors or choices are just as possible with STO orientated entities. Working on self, loving self and directing attention to self is merely a vector of energy pointing inwards. Since the Creator is within, this is still wonderful. Doing the same with “others” is a vector pointing “outwards”. That then is the general orientations/direction of the vectors of STS/STO. Now then we have the quality/color and implementation. In short, how it is done or carried out by an individual entity. As one vectors within for example, they can do anything they want with their choices and actions. They can do this in ways that are completely peaceful, loving, kind, spiritual, and yes, even unifying. “Bad/Evil” appearances are related to dysfunctional thought forms, programming of lower natures, judgment and self importance/pride issues…NOT related to the entity itself! It’s like seeing the difference being a child’s “bad” behavior and seeing them as a “bad” child. In the one/highest reality there are no “bad guys”, there is no “evil entity”, there is only Creator expressing in individuated Co-creators. But, in confusion, forgetting and the illusion of separation, entities do perceive there to be bad guys and evil. They do this by utilizing a marvelous faculty called judgment. If you have judgment within, it’s going to color/filter what you perceive without. But, it’s not out there…it’s in you...it’s not ultimately real…it’s your perception in duality. This is exactly what is so darn wonderful and refreshing about the LOO material…it is what is so freeing! It provides a way to let loose enormous joy and love…to radiated it unrestricted…for there is no need to withhold it from “anyone” or anywhere. You are free to love all unconditionally because you no longer feel any need to withhold love from those who don’t “deserve” it…the “evil ones”. Beyond this even, there actually aren’t even “evil/bad/negative” acts or behaviors, it’s just that 3rd D people choose to perceive them as such. It’s all a function of level of awareness and vibratory frequency.
I personally have closely observed the life of an STS oriented Co-creator who arrived at complete enlightenment. The entity actually graduated (harvested) very quickly and moved on. He is an incredible soul and very advanced. In my personal opinion, he came in this incarnation to try the STS path “just for fun” and the challenge. I think he’d previously graduated and become enlightened using STO path beyond 6th D already. Now, when he passed, the celebration of his life ceremony was attended by over 400 people! The facility overflowed, went into the downstairs where people just listened on speakers. The point being everyone loved and adored him. He was a treasure. His radiance was so bright it touched many. To know him was to love him. He was incredibly loving, humble, quiet, and mediated and prayed for hours daily. He inspired and motivated tons of people to be their best and stretch their limits. He did this by demonstration and an incredible vitality and enthusiasm he radiated. He read spiritual books, was a master artist and athlete. He had a huge heart and much love. He never committed a violent act, crime, or even harsh words to others. He was an impeccable spiritual master. He had “contacts” on higher planes/dimensions he worked with actively. He opened and passed the gateway to infinite regularly. In short, you’d think he was a “saint”. Except this: He was the most selfish person I ever met. He was notoriously selfish. 98% Selfish! At a certain point in his life I don’t think he ever did anything that he didn’t want to do. He never did anything “for anyone else”. If there was no personal desire or something in it for him, he simply didn’t do it. He’d do things that appeared kind like invite you out to dinner, but he’d do it because he wanted the company and didn’t want to go alone. If you didn’t have the money to go, he’d offer to pay, not to “give to you” but so you wouldn’t have an excuse not to go. He’d talk you into going to see a movie he wanted to see, but never go see one with you he didn’t want to see. He spent nearly all his time doing “his thing” in athletics, art, and with women. Now, I’d say that’s clearly an STS orientation wouldn’t you? Nearly all of his energy/attention/love was directed to self. He knew he was one with Creator and one with everyone else, and so he simply knew that any/all love he pointed at himself hit Oneness just the same. If we are one and connected, as I love myself I AM loving you. Again I say it’s a vector my friends, not positive/negative. Much confusion on this thread is mixing a path or vector with polarity or judgments.
It may be helpful to some here to think of a picture, in fact draw one yourself. Make a circle…umm yeah that’s One/Creator. Then draw a line down the middle, making two halves (yep, let there be light, then separate the darkness), then divide each of these again in half crossways making 4 pieces of pie. Assume the light half on the left. It’s top part (quarter wedge) is STO, it’s bottom is STS (you could write those in). Both are in the love and light side…again the only difference is the vector of the love/light. On the right side of the circle we have the two darkness quarters (shade them lightly). On the top quarter is darkness/fear attempting to cause/maintain Separation In Others (label it SIO), on the bottom is darkness/fear attempting to cause/maintain Separation In Self (label it SIS). This picture then encompasses both polarity and orientation in a more full (in my opinion) explanation than just the binary of STO/STS. You can have all kinds of fun pondering this.
How can there be “others” in “the highest reality” when “there is only One?” Don’t get me “wrong”, I loved the Ra material and took great value from it, but it “falls short” in several regards (another post/thread perhaps). How can you truly serve others until you have served yourself? If you would extend/radiate unconditional love/light to others, would you not have to first extend it to yourself? Can you radiate that which you have not awakened/ignited? How can you unconditionally love yourself if you yet hold judgments? If you find yourself in a polarized 3rd D world, programmed with judgment (which always separates), wouldn’t you need first to transcend and transmute that before offering service? If not, wouldn’t you simply be a separated “self” creating a reflection of separation and “serving” that out to others? With great intent of STO towards Unity you’d actually extend separation instead? Cannot you see where this has already been done? Is this not a distraction…a ploy by SIS? Point being that it’s a process. How much time and attention do so called STO people spend on their inner path and process? The first part of the process is then loving and serving self enough to recover from your forgetting and confusion so that you have a “worthy” gift to offer from awakened and unified soul or Co-creator to sleeping Co-creators. In short, in “human” lifetimes dedicated to service, all must begin with STS orientation/focus of intent in order to “heal”/”remember”, raise their vibratory frequencies and progress through the chakras and/or levels of separation. And then, when they radiate out brightly, and even go forth into action to serve “others”, are they not also serving their own purpose, intent, and polarity? Are they not serving the plans, purposes, and desires of soul for their incarnation? If you came here to “help” others, when you do so, are you not helping yourself fulfill your mission? When you teach/learn is there an intent to teach, but a byproduct of learning…or from the soul’s perspective is it indeed actually the reverse? And so these lines and delineations between STO/STS begin to blur when seen this way…and thus I coined STA (service to All – including yourself) because there is much cross-over and blending.
Specific to the thread and some of the One’s postings. JeremyD: you wrote and are aware of very much. Don’t get a big head, it’s just that I prefer your reflection of myself because I’m a prejudiced jerk This One resonates most with, and sees great value in, the line you wrote, “Creation is an experiment in what separation would be like if it were possible, right?” Creator’s reply is an emphatic, “Yes, exactly! But it’s more like an experience or ‘game’ of hide and seek I’m playing with myself as I attempt the impossible…fulfillment of a purpose…to know myself.” I’d typed up a somewhat detailed explanation with lots of revelations about the how’s and details that I’ve translated from my awareness gained by journeys through the gateway to Infinity, but was immediately “instructed”/”reprimanded” by higher levels of myself to delete it all as violations of the Laws of Confusion and Forgetting…pity. Jeremy, I think if we met in person we’d get along splendidly and waste countless hours in words. I wish to ask if you journey through the gateway though, and to what density/world/dimensions, as some (just a little) of what you write seems still in confusion. That is if you’d feel comfortable sharing any of that. If you’d like to know what exactly, you’d have to ask…not for me to say when unsolicited. Perhaps private emails would be great some day together.
GLB you are inspiring and obviously highly aware! I loved reading your posts. Although I resonate with most of what you write, there’s one thing/concept you appear to hold that seems to me limiting/confused. It is just as likely I’m the confused one. If you have interest maybe we could “give each other a run for the money” to sort it out. I refrain from pointing anything out to either of you though out of huge respect for your process and I have absolutely no desire to infringe on your Self Mastery. So far along that the few confusions you/we have left are nearly to be cherished and only cleared up on our own for full benefit of self mastery. In short, I know you don’t need any “help” from little ‘ol me. Besides which, I’m retarded. I’d probably just ask you some hopefully stimulating questions to consider and not give my perceptions/thoughts.
May each of you get just what you desire in perfect purpose!
I would likely say something much like Jeremy did and retort: “Those are limiting labels, I am not limited by labels, words or intellectual concepts…Creator is not limited unless he chooses to be”, or as ayadew put it so well (bless you…your posts are divine): “The ultimate intention of STO action is STS because you are the Creator and you do it for yourself only, for you are all that is.” I would translate my awareness into words rather poorly as: “It’s all service to Creator no matter where it’s directed (STS/STO), the key is WHAT is being directed…”positive” love/light intending unity, or “negative” fear/dark intending continued separation…and as GLB said something about knowing your polarity/self/purpose and being true to it. I admit I’m no expert on the LOO/Ra materials, so please pardon any specific confusion or ignorance in regards to it. I do use the gateway frequently and more than that I shouldn’t say unless I want more lessons on humility I offer that Awareness is key. Many One are aware enough to realize the limitations of language and intellect. While quite well suited for communication about 3rd D reality, they are quite cumbersome to use for “explaining/discussing” higher dimensional realities and worlds. The language is inherently dualistic and polarized, but awareness of Unity cannot be. Thusly, One can have direct experience of higher dimensions/densities and gain awareness even beyond polarization into Unity itself, and have incredible difficulty “translating” it even unto their own intellect, much less anyone else’s. You can share your “thoughts” and “concepts” in words in forum, but can you share your awareness? Can awareness of Unity be transferred? How could it? When One is One, there is no “other” to transfer or share the awareness of it with. Upon return to “Our Individuated Self” as One in form of Manyness, we can serve to give hints, guidance, suggestions, keys and pointers in STO, but each must journey forth for themselves in perfect purpose to awareness itself as One. Limitations aside, the endeavors of language, concept, and mind are with perfect purpose and are catalyst/distraction, but we can also know they are no substitute for, and can never be, in themselves experience or awareness. This is similar as a general concept to what I think/assume/perceive Jeremy was getting at several times about labels and concepts and going beyond them, or rather not having them restrict/limit One.
(cont)
Pardon me for saying this so bluntly, but honestly I’m also posting to “write to myself” and to understand a bit about if there is value in these sorts of mental masturbations with “others” about that which is more properly the domain of journeying through the gateway utilizing awareness to go way beyond where “mental” and words can go. When One accesses the gateway to infinity and goes to higher levels of awareness in the 6th D and 7th D there is no need or utility (or ability) to contain that awareness gain in the mental body or words…except as it may somehow be of help in serving/supporting others. I currently believe the translated descriptions and concepts of awareness are pure folly, and I can be of more service to others by giving tips, guidance, encouragement, faith, hope, trust, etc. Part of my divine mission and service is to help “more fully” awaken wanderers, help them prepare for the gateway by achieving the pre-requisite of Self Mastery, and support them in accessing the gateway if they haven’t…not tell them what it’s like on the other side. In short, you ain’t never gonna “figure it out” in your “brain”, you just gotta go there yourself and get it in awareness! So, off I go into what I perceive to be folly…let’s see what happens…it’s playtime! Let the Creator play with himself…no wait, I didn’t mean it that way
Let me begin by responding to Chaotikmind as it was/is his thread. But, I’ll weave in thoughts that will encompass replies to other poster’s responses as I go. Chaotikmind I wholeheartedly agree with what I think I perceive your statement about the bias about STS to be. From lurking here a while I’ve read/seen some for sure, but I see it all over the spiritual movement and in very wonderful spiritual friends. Question: Is it just bias, or perhaps, for some, even judgment? Even if it’s judgment, it’s a wonderful thing they are doing to themselves to increase their separation, widen their polarity within themselves, and provide the space for more growth where still needed. I trust All in their perfect and divine process and purpose. I know and see Divine Right Order everywhere I look. The Logo’s system is divine and marvelous in how it functions towards Unity…regardless. It constantly amazes me.
The good/evil judgment of polarization is actually a very advanced one to overcome…few have gotten beyond it...few have the courage to be in the presence of the one who would bar their way. Jeremy had it right when he said that people project it out so they don’t have to see/deal with it within. But, it can be transcended. I have done it. It is not impossible. This is a message of hope, news, and perhaps inspiration I wish to give All here. I read many thoughts in this thread that made me want to reply simply, “Argue for your limitations and they shall be yours.” I do not mean this in a “judgmental” or chastising way, I just mean to help you be aware of what you are choosing to do (assuming you weren’t). Your soul is an unlimited Co-creator hologram of the Creator and you are thusly without limitations-besides those you self-impose as you choose on purpose. When you are done having your limitations serve you…you will let them go and fly beyond them.
(cont)
I’m glad someone posted back to Chaotikmind kind and encouraging thoughts about his path. That he may in fact be service to others in ways difficult to see, or really an STO entity choosing a path that just doesn’t “appear” that way given some confusion all around. Or perhaps a shift in path will occur in Perfect Order? When you are an adept and shine brightly, you can radiate and serve the earth, animals, entities and more without leaving your house. You can serve others in your sleep. I did it last night for countless humans…tiring but rewarding. You can radiate love and light that does so much for the graduation/harvest. STS is often confused with deeds of kindness or more societal norms of service than need be. There are infinite ways to serve others…many of which are difficult to perceive or see directly.
More specifically Chaotikmind: I would say it’s a matter of the direction/vector of energy/intent/attention on the one hand, and a matter of implementation or quality/color of it on the other. I recall LOO states that STS orientation is service, and is love of/to self, and is serving the Creator. How then could this be judged to be “bad” or “evil”? It cannot while holding the LOO and being free of all confusion. Therefore, if someone thinks STS as an orientation in and of itself is bad/evil or has pre-determined associations and generalizations about that, then it is WITHIN THEM and being projected outward. More simply put: they are just confused. Certainly there can be actions, behaviors, choices that would appear “evil/bad” that an entity on STS path can make, but it has to do with those specifics and the individual themselves, not the orientation or path itself. All of the same “evil/bad” behaviors or choices are just as possible with STO orientated entities. Working on self, loving self and directing attention to self is merely a vector of energy pointing inwards. Since the Creator is within, this is still wonderful. Doing the same with “others” is a vector pointing “outwards”. That then is the general orientations/direction of the vectors of STS/STO. Now then we have the quality/color and implementation. In short, how it is done or carried out by an individual entity. As one vectors within for example, they can do anything they want with their choices and actions. They can do this in ways that are completely peaceful, loving, kind, spiritual, and yes, even unifying. “Bad/Evil” appearances are related to dysfunctional thought forms, programming of lower natures, judgment and self importance/pride issues…NOT related to the entity itself! It’s like seeing the difference being a child’s “bad” behavior and seeing them as a “bad” child. In the one/highest reality there are no “bad guys”, there is no “evil entity”, there is only Creator expressing in individuated Co-creators. But, in confusion, forgetting and the illusion of separation, entities do perceive there to be bad guys and evil. They do this by utilizing a marvelous faculty called judgment. If you have judgment within, it’s going to color/filter what you perceive without. But, it’s not out there…it’s in you...it’s not ultimately real…it’s your perception in duality. This is exactly what is so darn wonderful and refreshing about the LOO material…it is what is so freeing! It provides a way to let loose enormous joy and love…to radiated it unrestricted…for there is no need to withhold it from “anyone” or anywhere. You are free to love all unconditionally because you no longer feel any need to withhold love from those who don’t “deserve” it…the “evil ones”. Beyond this even, there actually aren’t even “evil/bad/negative” acts or behaviors, it’s just that 3rd D people choose to perceive them as such. It’s all a function of level of awareness and vibratory frequency.
I personally have closely observed the life of an STS oriented Co-creator who arrived at complete enlightenment. The entity actually graduated (harvested) very quickly and moved on. He is an incredible soul and very advanced. In my personal opinion, he came in this incarnation to try the STS path “just for fun” and the challenge. I think he’d previously graduated and become enlightened using STO path beyond 6th D already. Now, when he passed, the celebration of his life ceremony was attended by over 400 people! The facility overflowed, went into the downstairs where people just listened on speakers. The point being everyone loved and adored him. He was a treasure. His radiance was so bright it touched many. To know him was to love him. He was incredibly loving, humble, quiet, and mediated and prayed for hours daily. He inspired and motivated tons of people to be their best and stretch their limits. He did this by demonstration and an incredible vitality and enthusiasm he radiated. He read spiritual books, was a master artist and athlete. He had a huge heart and much love. He never committed a violent act, crime, or even harsh words to others. He was an impeccable spiritual master. He had “contacts” on higher planes/dimensions he worked with actively. He opened and passed the gateway to infinite regularly. In short, you’d think he was a “saint”. Except this: He was the most selfish person I ever met. He was notoriously selfish. 98% Selfish! At a certain point in his life I don’t think he ever did anything that he didn’t want to do. He never did anything “for anyone else”. If there was no personal desire or something in it for him, he simply didn’t do it. He’d do things that appeared kind like invite you out to dinner, but he’d do it because he wanted the company and didn’t want to go alone. If you didn’t have the money to go, he’d offer to pay, not to “give to you” but so you wouldn’t have an excuse not to go. He’d talk you into going to see a movie he wanted to see, but never go see one with you he didn’t want to see. He spent nearly all his time doing “his thing” in athletics, art, and with women. Now, I’d say that’s clearly an STS orientation wouldn’t you? Nearly all of his energy/attention/love was directed to self. He knew he was one with Creator and one with everyone else, and so he simply knew that any/all love he pointed at himself hit Oneness just the same. If we are one and connected, as I love myself I AM loving you. Again I say it’s a vector my friends, not positive/negative. Much confusion on this thread is mixing a path or vector with polarity or judgments.
It may be helpful to some here to think of a picture, in fact draw one yourself. Make a circle…umm yeah that’s One/Creator. Then draw a line down the middle, making two halves (yep, let there be light, then separate the darkness), then divide each of these again in half crossways making 4 pieces of pie. Assume the light half on the left. It’s top part (quarter wedge) is STO, it’s bottom is STS (you could write those in). Both are in the love and light side…again the only difference is the vector of the love/light. On the right side of the circle we have the two darkness quarters (shade them lightly). On the top quarter is darkness/fear attempting to cause/maintain Separation In Others (label it SIO), on the bottom is darkness/fear attempting to cause/maintain Separation In Self (label it SIS). This picture then encompasses both polarity and orientation in a more full (in my opinion) explanation than just the binary of STO/STS. You can have all kinds of fun pondering this.
How can there be “others” in “the highest reality” when “there is only One?” Don’t get me “wrong”, I loved the Ra material and took great value from it, but it “falls short” in several regards (another post/thread perhaps). How can you truly serve others until you have served yourself? If you would extend/radiate unconditional love/light to others, would you not have to first extend it to yourself? Can you radiate that which you have not awakened/ignited? How can you unconditionally love yourself if you yet hold judgments? If you find yourself in a polarized 3rd D world, programmed with judgment (which always separates), wouldn’t you need first to transcend and transmute that before offering service? If not, wouldn’t you simply be a separated “self” creating a reflection of separation and “serving” that out to others? With great intent of STO towards Unity you’d actually extend separation instead? Cannot you see where this has already been done? Is this not a distraction…a ploy by SIS? Point being that it’s a process. How much time and attention do so called STO people spend on their inner path and process? The first part of the process is then loving and serving self enough to recover from your forgetting and confusion so that you have a “worthy” gift to offer from awakened and unified soul or Co-creator to sleeping Co-creators. In short, in “human” lifetimes dedicated to service, all must begin with STS orientation/focus of intent in order to “heal”/”remember”, raise their vibratory frequencies and progress through the chakras and/or levels of separation. And then, when they radiate out brightly, and even go forth into action to serve “others”, are they not also serving their own purpose, intent, and polarity? Are they not serving the plans, purposes, and desires of soul for their incarnation? If you came here to “help” others, when you do so, are you not helping yourself fulfill your mission? When you teach/learn is there an intent to teach, but a byproduct of learning…or from the soul’s perspective is it indeed actually the reverse? And so these lines and delineations between STO/STS begin to blur when seen this way…and thus I coined STA (service to All – including yourself) because there is much cross-over and blending.
Specific to the thread and some of the One’s postings. JeremyD: you wrote and are aware of very much. Don’t get a big head, it’s just that I prefer your reflection of myself because I’m a prejudiced jerk
This One resonates most with, and sees great value in, the line you wrote, “Creation is an experiment in what separation would be like if it were possible, right?” Creator’s reply is an emphatic, “Yes, exactly! But it’s more like an experience or ‘game’ of hide and seek I’m playing with myself as I attempt the impossible…fulfillment of a purpose…to know myself.” I’d typed up a somewhat detailed explanation with lots of revelations about the how’s and details that I’ve translated from my awareness gained by journeys through the gateway to Infinity, but was immediately “instructed”/”reprimanded” by higher levels of myself to delete it all as violations of the Laws of Confusion and Forgetting…pity. Jeremy, I think if we met in person we’d get along splendidly and waste countless hours in words. I wish to ask if you journey through the gateway though, and to what density/world/dimensions, as some (just a little) of what you write seems still in confusion. That is if you’d feel comfortable sharing any of that. If you’d like to know what exactly, you’d have to ask…not for me to say when unsolicited. Perhaps private emails would be great some day together. GLB you are inspiring and obviously highly aware! I loved reading your posts. Although I resonate with most of what you write, there’s one thing/concept you appear to hold that seems to me limiting/confused. It is just as likely I’m the confused one. If you have interest maybe we could “give each other a run for the money” to sort it out. I refrain from pointing anything out to either of you though out of huge respect for your process and I have absolutely no desire to infringe on your Self Mastery. So far along that the few confusions you/we have left are nearly to be cherished and only cleared up on our own for full benefit of self mastery. In short, I know you don’t need any “help” from little ‘ol me. Besides which, I’m retarded. I’d probably just ask you some hopefully stimulating questions to consider and not give my perceptions/thoughts.
May each of you get just what you desire in perfect purpose!