The truth

[Plenum]

Hello, my names Eduardo. My story started three years ago. I was in 8th grade(yea I know I'm not old).

Hi SpiritMolecule!

you now have the proud title of being the youngest Bring4th Member.

Fang, Adonai, and Conifer 16 (who is way older than 16 lol), are all so jealous right now.

welcomes!!

I was the funny guy all the time(even when I was mad it was strange because around people my mood always lightened) so I noticed that when I made people happy or smile or laugh it helped. It was a great feeling knowing you could help other so now I do.

we all have our special ways of serving, and humor and being a social entity is quite often under-rated in terms of how we can contribute.

but I feel lonely really that's the one thing that has never changed. I feel like I'm lost here, I don't want to say I'm from the fourth density because the truth is I don't know but life's good. It's good to love its good to live. That's it thanks for reading goodbye.

well, even though Wanderers 'lose' their concrete memories of former lives (like all individuals who incarnate in 3d), there is some recall at some level of being 'different'. Ra talks about Wanderers having differing levels of penetrating this 'memory block', but at heart, there is an inner knowing that one is not exactly like the majority of people with which one is surrounded by. The Wanderer stats in 1984 graded out to be 1/100 roughly, and so a certain loneliness or difference factor is going to express itself.

the hopeful factor in my mind is that I don't think Wanderers choose a lifeplan in which they would be totally isolated from other Wanderers; this being less of a factor today with the internet and shared understandings of this philosophy, but even in the past, the 'strangers in a strange land' would have made agreements as to mutual friendships and relationships to smooth their journey and service here in this density. Ra gives the case of two Wanderers who incarnated on Venus (the sole 2 out of that entire population), and yet they managed to find each other and do their work. Unfortunately, that work ended up going in a different direction than originally planned (to put it mildly), but at least they were in the same boat together, if that can be seen as any consolation.

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anyway, thanks for sharing your story Eduardo. At age 17/18 I was still deciding whether Spawn was better as a comic than the Transformers; and my mind was far away from metaphysics and understanding the 'self' and my life mission. It seems as though you've had quite the journey already.

ahh, you kids these days. By the time you get to 25/26 you'll all be boddhisattvas and perfectly aligned.

good travels friend.

Plenum