Ra on Ego

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Ra says that negative entities deal with the core distortions of the red through yellow rays in order to achieve the necessary capacity for harvest. It seems to me that negative entities in many cases see themselves as separate not insofar as they see things in terms of "self" and "other" but because they see it that they themselves are the entirety of unity and so they must be "separate" from all else otherwise they could not claim themselves as sole Creator.

I've had strong, child-hood experiences with the concept you talk about here.

Ever since I was like six or seven, I often daydreamed that nothing really existed outside of my mind, and that I was creating all experience and nothing else except myself existed. I daydreamed that all people where projections of my own mind, like a game. I really don't know how or why I thought this way as I was not exposed to any such philosophical material at an early age.

I also believe that I was negatively polarized in the distant past or have a parallel incarnation that is negatively polarized.

Your comment puts these two intuitions together. As an aside, this is also why I think an appeal to infinity can be used for more inner balance - if indeed I believe I am the only consciousness that exists, then clearly I am responsible for everything that happens on some level.

Fascinating stuff!