What greatly confuses me about this forum...

[manniz]

Also, I kind of find it hilariously ironic that some people, such as ZM, seem to have an issue with you "limiting" your speech and expression as though they are somehow entitled to know the entire contents of your thoughts, yet he says you are "projecting debasement" while at the same time projecting on to you a "lack of experience and grounding" as though that assessment is anymore true.

No one is entitled, but fair for them to analyze someone's posts, see the thinking behind them, and respond accordingly. Once someone presents their thoughts on a public forum, fair for others to respond, especially if they are not even using any abuse. If that is not free expression, I do not know what is. You may consider them as "know it alls" but absolutely their right to present their analysis.

A1 can express himself more, if he really wants to pursue the path of wisdom intensely. Now, there is absolute validity to pursuing wisdom in your own space, in your own mind (which is where it is anyways). However, the moment he posts his teachings on a public forum, he should expect arguments challenging his ideas, when some of them may actually be useful for his own analysis.

I generally see him presenting his ideas as teaching to others (which are very obviously him trying to seek validation that "Yes he knows his s***," no matter how he coats them in language of love and defensiveness).

Please look at this - I found Ra material last may, and found this forum in November, and I started tracking back threads for previous months. that was the season of Adonai accounting for half of the threads made. I remember one of the first ones was where he somehow calculated how many negative entities are in fifth and sixth densities. This was my first exposure to other humans discussing Ra, and for all I knew, Adonai could be the special sixth density wanderer laying out these things for me. Ofcourse, it did not take long for basic human common sense to tell me that this is just someone seeking major validation, from others, as well as his own self. But, I do remember how distorted some of those ideas were, and how they could have totally distorted the thinking of a new seeker. And, I noticed that he was generally getting good empty sort of validation, except few people actually discussing his pronouncements with him analytically. Which he never liked, and some others also started seeing the questions as mean.

But think about this. Lots of those ideas were major distortions, and any ideal discussion place would allow their criticism, so that a different picture is presented. It would actually help him ground himself. Because, we can argue about it endlessly, but in my opinion, A1 lacks experience and grounding at this current stage of his incarnation. I have no interest in arguing about that, just listen to his pronouncements on higher densities, 1000s lives worth of pain, he knows all that is to know about Earth, then a higher level entity basically asking others to not oppose him (in his own post on "the will" thread. Forget A1, these ideas are fair to be criticized just for the sake of analysis and thinking

He may learn more, and become all of our gurus for all I know. But for now, who knows that he may actually be at the last stages of completing 51% love requirements, but his desire to be the expert may actually bring distortions. We do not know, but it is fair for someone to assume that, and provide their analysis. If they do not abuse him, it is totally valid. And, infact a substantial amount of Earth catalyst comes in those ways. That kinda criticism. I have learned about life so much from the harsh arguments, and here what is being presented to A1 is mild, very mild. When I read Ra material, I get feelings that he seems to be getting, as in "oh, this makes sense." But, grace keeps me from making multiples threads about it, while advising others about the spiritual wisdom. I am fine with condescending myself a spiritual novice, but a well experienced human being. And, in my experience, A1needs to take responsibility for his pronouncements, which is accepting other entities' view on them. The validity of other mirrors.

Ofcourse the most balanced way is to ignore A1's posts, and watch them from a distance, but I am willing to delve into the 3rd density confusion, and say that he has been substantially coddled here. In my biased, low level analysis, the most important thing for him right now is to learn love and subtle humility. It is so easy to declare oneness, and love by nice words, empty phrases. can you imagine Buddha and Jesus getting mad at ZM's statements.

Buddha left his kingdom (he was a prince) and searched for years all alone in a jungle, (without multiple spiritual, occult documents to help him). And he did not make announcements to others about every new idea he discovered. He shared them. He criticized too. But did not use the cover of love to basically say "hey, everyone, look at me."

A1 has posted major distortions, which would shame Blossom goodchild, yet he has learned good stuff too. It is absolute fair for someone to question the distorted, or "empty phrase" ideas. Oh well, why do I care about some 19 yr old repeating phrases from spiritual documents as special wisdom. Because, A1 has lots of love potential. And, I find it weird that it is not considered okay by some to not question what others perceive to be amateurish statements on a forum that is dedicated to Ra material, which opens up freedom, experience and spirituality for you in such a precise, wise manner.

Some of my posts are so full of random ranting, I would criticize them myself. Oh well, no hurry, we all got our time and paths.

But guys, seriously, shall I collect all the postings that A1 has made, which can be validly argued to contain fear, confusion, and a subtle desire to be an expert, and then only expect positive response to it? I won't ( I have already spent too much time on someone's online persona). But please, Ra material requires intense discussions, and it is just too non-nonsensical for someone to basically say, "Hey, you gotta accept all A1's pronouncements, and you cannot present your biased analysis (ofocurse, every post here is biased, every thought in third density is biased to some extent) on it, because you do not know his thoughts.

Tanner, not directed you at all, just a general rant about why I think it is important for others to thoroughly analyze spiritual pronouncements of some. If it had been done more often, we would not have stagnant religions, spiritual gurus at every street corner, declarations of ascensions at specific dates etc.

I personally think A1 has genuine love, but so many times, he seeks validation, while maintaining in his own mind that he is very independent. Just my opinion, which could be totally off-base, because I am not in his head. Yet, my infinite right to make it.