Higher Self Meditation

[Jeremy]

Have you ever tried these kinds of meditations but not focused on experiencing anthros?

I've been curious about this as well. Your post following tanners explains that you focused on the Creator but what about focusing on yourself? I've just always read your threads with a bit of confusion as they always tend to look for external help for comfort rather than looking inwards. To me, it seems as if you seem to lack the confidence in your own ability to cope with life therefore such externalizations is where your desires have lead you.

This is coming from love just know that but do you think that your unhappiness with your incarnation could be due to your unwillingness to embrace your life as it is? I could never put myself in your shoes considering I don't know what you go through on a daily basis but your continued pursuit of desires beyond the constraints of this incarnation leads to this confusion of mine. I have the utmost respect for your desires and initiative to connect with your guides and the Creator but if you haven't grounded yourself and performed the inner work needed first and foremost, this ultimately leads to the old adage of putting the cart before the horse.