Trying to make sense of recent experience

[Greg]

Thanks for the responses, everyone! I checked the little box on these forums to receive an email when someone replied to my post, but I didn't get any emails, so I figured this thread just died off without anyone noticing it or taking it seriously, haha. So checking back this morning was a pleasant surprise!

just yesterday i was having a discussion w/ my partner that's a proud atheist. i was telling him how atheists can be converted thanks to drugs or something like that & he was all like 'i'll believe it when i see it' or something like that & i started to say 'go to we are one dot com!!!' but i couldn't recall the exact link to your site so i refrained & i contemplated reading your story yesterday since i haven't read it all yet. i told myself i would do it very soon yesterday. i also wondered where u went & y there's been no posting from u. the point is u were on my mind a lot yesterday

Let me know if you have any thoughts if you read the rest of it. I haven't been posting much because I feel like I've basically already put everything out there, and I'm still very much in a reading/studying/meditating phase right now. I have more to learn than I have to say. My beliefs were completely different a year ago, and I'm still going through a bit of an adjustment.

But I might make a thread in the harvest section later about my recent hypnosis session from about a week ago (audio: http://we-are-1.net/hypnosis.mp3 and transcript: http://we-are-1.net/hypnosis_transcript.txt ).

Accept that it doesn't make sense, go on with your life, work on yourself, keep an open/curious mind and have faith that everything will unfold it it's own time. It's easy to become totally distracted from 'reality' after these happenings, which is how I interpret your post. Breathe and try to have a good laugh about it, take care.

I agree with what you're saying. This experience did knock away my grounding from reality a bit. I didn't check back on this thread until now because I was a little embarrassed from just having posted it, honestly. I recognize the importance of remaining grounded, but I still want to "know" so badly!

So it's a difficult balancing act. Sometimes I start to doubt my own sanity, but I just have to remind myself that I'm still in agreement with everyone else regarding the nature of our observable physical reality, and I wouldn't try to convince any skeptics that my experiences are "real." I have a grandmother suffering from dementia right now, and she will strongly argue with us about things that aren't true (such as my aunt/uncle divorcing and her late husband's brother living in the room next door to her). Sometimes I would ask myself, "What separates me from her?" And then I go back to those 2 key distinctions: agreement with consensus reality and a lack of desire to convince other people that my experiences are objectively "real" outside my own subjective perception.

I figure as long as I maintain those 2 elements, I can still dive head-first into crazytown!

Hi Greg, thanks for sharing your story! That was a great read

It's funny, when I read this bit

And that's when the voice came. It was a female voice, somewhat monotone, very echo-y. It reminded me of the naga voice acting from the Warcraft series: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S11LJYlZ2IE

What was interesting about the voice was that I understood much more than what I heard. It seemed like for every word that was spoken, 10 words were understood. The pace of the speaking was very natural, but I felt like information was streaming into my mind very rapidly. I didn't realize it at the time, but my wife later told me that this is what channeling is supposed to be like.

I instantly thought "Oh he spoke to a Pleiadian."

I've had similar experiences with an echo-ey female voice which identified itself as Pleiadian. The feeling of much being communicated in addition to what was actually said was there too. Like you I can't be sure this wasn't just my imagination, but then again what is imagination but the net we cast out into the sea of infinity?

My experience seems like it might have been a one time thing, since then I haven't heard much in the way of strange voices since, which is fine because I've learned to trust my own voice more. I felt that it happened because my mind wanted some form of confirmation that I was on the right path with the Law of One stuff and I was also looking for confirmation on the whole "wanderer" thing too. Maybe it was a similar calling that brought this O'sha to you. One thing that I was directed to by my Pleiadian friend was the book "Earth: Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library" by Barbara Marciniak who seems to be the authority on Pleiadian channeling. Have a listen to the audiobook if you get the chance.

It's interesting that you immediately thought of Pleiadians, and I like how you describe imagination as a net in the sea of infinity. The more I get into this stuff, the blurrier the line between "real" and imagination seems to become, but my trending seems to be more in the direction of imagination being real on some level rather than dismissing experiences as meaningless imagination.

I'm wondering more and more if my experience was a one-time thing, but since this event happened I've been working every day to become a channeler. I haven't been able to replicate the experience, but I feel like I'm making some progress toward sensing higher presences. But, again, it's still a blurry distinction between real and imagination. Hopefully with enough practice, that distinction won't be so blurry.

This experience prompted me to read Bringers of the Dawn by Barbara Marciniak. It definitely resonated with me, and I'd like to read more of her work.

Boy, there's so many books out there it's hard to know what to read.

Any suggestions? I'm working through Barbara Marciniak's now.

Thanks for sharing your story. My metaphysical experiences have been [/i]limited to finding Seth Speaks by Jane Roberts 20 years ago. I would have been (would be) just as astounded as you expressed had any of what you're experiencing happened to me. As an observer it appears that a world is opening to you. You must be "ready" for it. I think I've read that Ra says when a window opens it's because we're ready. I think that's a close approximation. As long as you are discerning and it all resonates well, I say....you're on the road to somewhere. You certainly have a gift for putting your experience into writing. I was wide-eyed and feeling your excitement/trepidation with you. Thanks again for sharing.

I've been reading "The Convoluted Universe" by Dolores Cannon, and this theme is emphasized as well -- that receiving information is mostly a matter of just whether you're ready for it or not. I would like to think that I'm ready for anything, but a few of my experiences have challenged this assumption. I take this to mean that I just need to work harder at being ready for more!

I must say I loved reading your story Greg, I was honestly hooked from the first line!

Thanks!

This story is very interesting.

While I was reading it I got reminded of a very profound dream I had and had not remembered. I feel as though your energy is quite genuinely 'narrow band' or what might be called 'high vibration'.

I think this might be the most awesome compliment I've ever received, thank you!