"The experience of no need to find the necessary emolument."

[Adonai One]

*smirk*

I avoid death, I avoid many potential catalysts. And I will continue to do so as this is what provides me with the most peace and stability in my life. It is not in my desires to pursue working a job (that I do not desire) for more than 20 hours a week for money that means nothing to me.

To be frank, if I really had to, I would live in nature without any social utilities. I don't need anything. I am inherently who I will be regardless of any social convention.

All that is inherent is desire to be one with who we are and this will always be fulfilled through an infinite amount of distortions of our choosing.