(05-24-2014, 12:38 PM)Shemaya Wrote: If you recall, the inner ear houses the vestibular system which is a balance/ equilibrium organ ( By the way, on the mind/spirit level, I also associate this with archetype 8 and 14, and also Archetype 2).
This is it I think! And I had contemplate this for a while. Balance/equilibrium organ...
My belief is that when a physical organ malfunction, the root cause is in the mind complex (except those who pre-incarnately chose a specific physical ailment). So I am always "translating" what this physical organ does in the body into its counterpart in the mind. So, my balance/equilibrium organ may not be functioning properly, which then may mean that there is an imbalance in the mind complex which now manifests itself through this? I've contemplated these thoughts before, and worked a little bit with them. But not enough I guess. I think that since my love of life increased, and my love for being in this place at this time got strong, this catalyst got more intense due to imbalances in the mind complex. For instance, when I go into those big places, I rush through these as a wind. I love the pulse, and I love this kind of stress, and I love the feeling of running through this energy. Except... that maybe this is not what I pre-planned perhaps... Or perhaps this is not how I wanted/want it to be... I don't know. But the fact is there, I can't do this rushing anymore.
I worked with this today, paying attention to this all, and noticed that when I relax and try not this catalyst to bother me, I smile to people and I talk to them, and maybe do what Ra referred to as "sharing love and light of the Infinite One"? And that I also stop "ignoring the mind/body/spirit complexes about myself"?
Either way, I am very grateful for this catalyst! I think that this catalyst is a road to unity with my other-selves around. Maybe it sounds like a well-used cliche, but there are no better words. As I said, my love for people and this planet increased, so maybe the imbalances in the light of this love, got sharper and stronger?
Thank you so much, Shemaya! I will take your suggestions to my new doctor when I am going to see her. I've done some research about what you said, and I think that I understand it now.