Damaged and Contrast

[Jeremy]

But what if your plan coming in to this incarnation is precisely what you're going through? Having such self deluding thoughts of unworthiness and ineptitude is clearly counterproductive so what's the point of them in the first place? Why do you think you contiually have these thoughts if there wasn't a reason for them or more specifically a lesson within them? You clearly have them all the time thus there is a clear pattern to this which should throw up all kinds of signals that your aren't acknowledging. Catalysts will become more and more intense until one recognizes them and learns it's lesson.

So you can either find the solution or continue to spiral down this self deluding hole of not feeling worthy. It's up to you brother.