Don't take this the wrong way GW but are you in a relationship currently? Perhaps the inner fulfilment, focus and love that you seek is the female kind.
Unfortunately this forum, like many similar venues, enable unhealthy escapism through indulging in fantasies. This is due to various reasons, one of which is commonly to avoid coming to terms with ones emotions. While talk of higher densities, harvest and what-not can seem compelling, it is all ultimately 'out there' and has little to no bearing on ones 3D experience from a practical standpoint. There's much the Earth can offer you. Perhaps taking a break and exploring the world and it's beauty would help see things from a different perspective. At the moment I see anxiousness, a lack of fulfilment and unhappiness with current circumstances, which is somehow being reinforced by the Ra Material to justify the seeming inadequacy.
That being said, you can pretty much take any 'feel good' belief system and apply it here, so the tenets of the Ra Material bear little weighting here for what seems to be frustration that is being repressed. I would ask yourself why you feel the way you do and make a conscious practical attempt to change it, without appealing to fantastical texts which is simply aiding in anaesthetising the inner pain.
Unfortunately this forum, like many similar venues, enable unhealthy escapism through indulging in fantasies. This is due to various reasons, one of which is commonly to avoid coming to terms with ones emotions. While talk of higher densities, harvest and what-not can seem compelling, it is all ultimately 'out there' and has little to no bearing on ones 3D experience from a practical standpoint. There's much the Earth can offer you. Perhaps taking a break and exploring the world and it's beauty would help see things from a different perspective. At the moment I see anxiousness, a lack of fulfilment and unhappiness with current circumstances, which is somehow being reinforced by the Ra Material to justify the seeming inadequacy.
That being said, you can pretty much take any 'feel good' belief system and apply it here, so the tenets of the Ra Material bear little weighting here for what seems to be frustration that is being repressed. I would ask yourself why you feel the way you do and make a conscious practical attempt to change it, without appealing to fantastical texts which is simply aiding in anaesthetising the inner pain.
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